I gave in to Mattias last night. Sa bilis ng pangyayari halos hindi ako makapaniwala na nangyari iyon. We made love... and I left him. After we danced on that dancefloor with full of people, I finally decided to leave all the world and run away with him. But then I woke up, and that's where reality starts to kick in. I love Mattias, but I don't want to hurt Noah. He's been there with me since day one and for eight years we're doing things together. His family is my family.
But if you won't tell him, Sy, mas lalo lang siyang masasaktan. My subconscious mind whispered.
Napatigil ako nang makita si Noah na nakaupo sa aking couch nang mauwi ako sa penthouse, he's waiting for me. Nagsipatakan na naman ang mga luha sa aking mga mata. He's too good for this.
Someone is waiting for me while I
