Gusto kong idilat ang mga mata ko pero hindi ko magawa. Gusto kong magsalita pero mahirap ibuka ang bibig ko. Gusto kong gumalaw pero hindi ko kaya. I heard sobs and voices but I can not understand any of it. Pakiramdam ko ay teynga ko lang ang nakabukas pero hindi ko maintindihan ang mga naririnig ko. I don't feel any pain or anything. I feel numbness all over my body. Is this even the reality? O nananaginip lang ako? And if this is just a dream, I want to wake up now. I want to see my son, I want to see Travis. I want to see Mom and Dad. I feel helpless. "Be good to my son, please. He loves you." I turned around to see who talked. Napayuko ako. There was a girl kneeling in front of me. I saw pain in her eyes. I was just looking at her. She was crying and I don't know why I started c

