Hindi ako makatulog dito sa loob ng bilangguan. I can really smell the rust from steel bars. I don't know what will really happen after everything that I did. I did my best... I think everything that I've done was never enough. I can't take it any longer. They really hate me and there is nothing I can do to lessen their rage. Kung totoo lang sana na pinapahalagahan nila ako, kaso hindi. Wala silang pakealam sa akin kahit noon pa. They treat me as a slave; as a dangerous criminal. I'm really awful. Ayoko nang magpaliwanag dahil sinubukan ko naman at hinding-hindi naman sila makikinig sa kahit na anong sabihin ko. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagsikat ng araw sa akin. Lahat ng nilalang ay nasisikatan ng araw, mabuti ka man o masama. Walang pinipili ang biyaya ng kalikasan... I know that i

