Mahal ba ako ng "PAMILYA" ko.

Ako si carlo, ang taong laging may iniisip. sa bawat oras o araw ay hindi pwedeng hindi ako mag isip, kahit na sa maliliit na bagay lang, ganon ako ka lala at sa mga bawat iniisip ko ay hindi ako matatahimik hanggat walang sagot sa tanong ko. then one day some people came to my life that who can really understand of what am I really felt but sometimes their opinions isn't helpful so I need to adjust myself About what is my problem yung sarili mo nalang katulong mo. ganon ko kamahal ang sarili ko yung sasabihin mong kaya mo pero nag hahanap kanang kasama. Yes ganon kalakas tama ko then some of my past came back to my present tapos bigla mong maiisip na ikaw lang gumagawa ng problema mo. pero hindi totoo yon naalala mo yung past mo dahil nag hahanap ka ng sagot sa problemang kailangan mong daanan lang pero lumalala diba. Oo ganyan ang nangyayare sa akin ngayon, Pagod nako pero I'm still fighting and its not for someone but for myself. 3 years ago when I'm in elementary grade my parents was had a problem with my kuya halos pagod na sila sa kaka araro dahil ayaw na niyang mag aral then gumawa ng paraan ang parents ko para mapag aral siya. sinabi ng parents ko "Nak bibilhin ko ano man naisin mo basta mag aral ka" then my kuya came back to high school life at binili siya ng motor but he still stopped then my parents was disappointed then after that year my parents make a decision that if he graduate they going to buy his brand new phone then thats happened but still he stopped. and when pandemic is arrived. nawalan kami ng income at natigil ako sa pag aaral