My Evening Sun

Mira adjusting so much from culture, food and most especially the attitude of each person she meet in the new country. People are friendly and kind. Its just the religion are difference. Mixed country with Hinduism got a lot of Indian people, some are Buddhism thats Chinese and Malay people and got Muslim and some of them Arab, Turkish, Egypt in different country. She only get excitement after work in the night time so she can talk to her boyfriend. But after a month being far from each other they always fight and argue to the point the relationship become toxic. She is reasonable cause he once cheated her. Instead of giving her assurance he become lazy and no effort in the situation. Then he even got guts to blocked her for five days. Its been a week already they did not talk and she used the situations without his presence. "Okay time to move on and accept fate that this is not for me". Mira whispered to herself, "No chasing once is enough, twice is too much, it is what it is". So Mira started to focus in herself try to be productive, try to eat and live healthy even do work out daily. She go different places every off days. Mira started to enjoy being alone, she started to love the solitude of loneliness. One bored day she installed in her phone a dating app and startedto talk someen there. She learned different cultures, different goals and standards, men looking relationship wife or girlfriend but most of them are naugthy men looking for f**k only. She talked someone that got her attention, makes her mind crazy even they didn't meet become the content of her imaginations. She even write poems in three days for him. They are not in relationship, no label, no updates no consistency but when they talked got something connection cannot explain. Until they got chance to meet.