Everything went fast. Now I'm nineteen and still lost in life. My last year to enjoy my teenage year before I entered adulthood yet I have no idea how it works. Kaka-dise nueve ko pa lang pero ito na agad ang iniisip ko. Is it a sign of fear? That I fear to be in my twenty and still have nothing to prove. I mean, I have everything because of Flynn. He provided me my wants and needs. Lahat iyon ay galing sa kaniya, hindi niya pinagkait sa akin ang karangyaan sa buhay. He made me rich with his money, he spoil me with his wealth, Flynn is there to do that. Iyon nga 'ata ang love language niya. To give gifts. To make sure I'm comfortable. Kahit hindi ko hinihingi, nagkukusa siyang ibigay sa akin ang mga bagay na hindi ko naman kailangan. He's someone a gold digger would die for to have.

