***
I breathe deeply. But unfortunately even though I inhale deeply, the pain in my heart is no longer unbearable. I can't ease it. I can't get rid of it.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang iisipin ko. My mind gone haywire. I can't think straight, kahit anong pilit ko na panatilihing nasa katinuan pa ako.
She said it was a mistake. How can happiness and contentment be a mistake? Is that really bad? Ganun na ba kamali na mahalin si Izi?
In my life, wala akong ginagawang masama na ikinasira ng ibang tao. Wala akong ginawang masama na ikinagalit ng kanilang puso sa puntong ayaw na nilang mabuhay pa, and yet here I am, suffering in a love that I never wished for but I won't wish I never had it either.
I love my family so much and so with my friends, that includes Hayden. She's so dear to me to
