There are still some postcards that I didn't read because I literally couldn't move after reading that letter. Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko. I couldn't even breathe properly while reminiscing about those times that I was seeing my parents fight. Mas lalong sumakit ang dibdib ko nang maalala ang ilang beses na pagtatangkang magpakamatay ni Mommy. Hindi ako makapaniwala na isa ako sa mga dahilan kung bakit s'ya na dedepress. Dahil kung hindi siguro sa akin, kung hindi n'ya ako pinanganak, hindi s'ya pakakasalan ni Daddy. My Dad didn't want me. They probably both didn't want me but the circumstances forced them to be with each other. And that's the reason why they keep on fighting whenever they're together. Nag-aaway sila dahil hindi naman talaga sila dapat na nagpakasal at magkasama. They

