Kayden I'm still driving on our way home and I can't stop looking at Ely peacefully sleeping. She's too beautiful and it's so embarrassing to say that I feel butterflies in my stomach. The memory of what we did last night visits my brain again and I can't stop thinking about it over and over again. Elysha surrendered herself to me. I am all of her first and I'm trying to take all of the responsibilities to that. Elysha is such a kind woman. And I'm trying everything to not make her feel bad and hurt her. The moment I claimed her, I told myself to commit on taking care of her and staying bt her side. I wanna do my husband duties now. I want to give the both of us a chance to be a real couple. I've been thinking about it lately and I'm sure about my feelings for her and I can sa

