How To Stop An Obsessive Love?

Chapter 21: Not Yet

Ashleene's PoV:

Hindi matanggal-tanggal ang ngiti sa aking labi simula kaninang umaga. I'm also in my good mood. Damn. Si Freyja na talaga. I can feel it. She's the one for me.

Napailing na lang ako sa kawalan at nagsimula nang maayos for another day. I took a bath and fixed myself. Aba, dapat mas extra presentable at charming ako ngayon para mas lalo akong mapansin nya.

I'm walking fully naked habang papunta sa aking bedroom. It's really a good thing that I have my own personal space. I can wander freely nang walang nakatingin sa akin.

After a while, I'm finally finished. Sinigurado kong nakalock ang aking condo unit nago tuluyang umalis. I used my car at nagsimula nang magmaneho papunta sa University.

I'm humming while driving. Suddenly, napatingin ako sa rear-mirror

For the second time around, I just found myself smiling like a weird person.

Damn. Hanggang ngayon ay kinikilig pa rin talaga ako kapag naaalala ko ang movie date namin ni Freyja. Oo nga pala, hindi ko nakalimutang picture-an sya. It's a stolen shot na pinost ko sa IG account ko.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero parang ang init ng dugo nya kay Fiona. I wonder why. Next time nga ay itatanong ko kung bakit.

I reached my destination in no such time. Mula sa malayo ay natatanaw ko na agad ang isang pamilyar na pigura. I quickly made my way towards her.

"Good Morning Zarrain!" I greeted energetically. I saw that she was taken aback. "Good Morning too Ashleene." She greeted back at binigyan ako ng isang ngiti. Nakita kong pinasadahan nya ako ng tingin.

"Mukha atang good mood na good mood ka ah. Infairness, ang blooming mo rin. Tell me, dahil ba to sa isang tao? Or most especially, ang pinsan ko." She said while wiggling both of her eyebrows. Isang mapaglarong ngisi rin ang nakita kong nakaukit sa kanyang labi.

My eyes widen in shock at napanganga. I'm lost in words. Gosh. Hindi ko yun ine-expect. What should I do? Should I tell her the truth.

Nang makabawi, I faked a cough. "W-What do you mean? We're friends at wala naman sigurong masama kung magbonding kami na kami lang dalawa." I said sounding professionally. I'm expecting na matatapos na ang pang-aasar nya pero hindi pa pala.

"Why do you sounds so defensive? Wala pa naman akong sinasabi tungkol sa inyo. And damn, lumelevel-up ka na Ashleene ha. Nagdedate na kayo ni Freyja. Good job."

With that, ramdam na ramdam ko ang pag-init ng aking pisngi. My heart's beating so fast too. I mentally slapped myself. Aish. I can be dumb sometimes. Ako na mismo ang gumagawa ng ikakareveal ng secret ko.

I shooked my head and composed myself. "Hmp. I'm not gonna deny or confirm it. Wait. San mo naman dadadalhin yang mga papel na yan? Let me help you with that."

"Oh this? Sa Student Council Room ko to dadalhin. Ilan lang to sa mga matrix ng proposed activities ng bawat club in their respective month. Hinding-hindi ko tatanggihan ang offer mo Ashleene. Thank you." She answered and gaved me half of the papers.

Napatango-tango naman ako. We started to make our way towards the Student Council Room.

Wait. Student Council Room? I stopped in my track when I realized something. Is there a chance that Freyja's gonna be there since she's the president? Pero may chance rin na hindi.

"What's wrong Ashleene?" Nagtatakang tanong ni Zarrain na ngayon ay nag-aalalang nakatingin na sa akin.

"Wala naman. May naalala lang." Palusot ko pa. Well, hindi ko pwedeng sabihin sa kanya ang nasa isip ko. Baka mas lalo nya pa akong asarin eh.

Pinagpatuloy namin ang paglalakad hanggang sa marating na namin ang destination namin. She didm't even bother to knock bago pumasok. I quickly followed her inside.

"Thank you for helping me Ashleene. I'm just gonna put it there. May aayusin lang din ako. Wait me here." Zarrain said habang kinukuha na ang papel sa akin.

While waiting for her, I started to roam my eyes inside. Hindi ko maiwasang mapahanga. Damn. Parang nasa office na ang meeting room. Iba-iba talaga ang Mitsuki University. No wonder, it's on the top Universities here in our country.

Sinimulan kong tignan ang mga photos na nasa picture frame. I quickly noticed Zarrain. She's smiling. And I guess, mga board members din yung kasama nya sa picture.

But wait. I'm not caughting a glimpse of a certain someone. Nasaan naman kaya si Freyja?

"Sinong hinahanap mo? Si Miss President ba?" I jumped off on my position when I heard someone said that. Sapong-sapo ko ang aking dibdib habang nakatingin ako sa kanya.

"Don't even bother to answer. Andito naman na sya." She said playfully.

I frowned. "Hmp. Don't say that. Hindi mo na ako maloloko noh." I retorted back.

"Then see it for yourself." And pointed at a certain direction. Dahan-dahan kong sinundan ng tingin ang lugar na tinuturo nya.

Automatic na nanlaki ang aking mata at napanganga nang masilayan ko ang babaeng nagpapagulo ng mundo ko ngayon. The one that cause the rumbling of butterflies on my stomach. The person that can makes my heart beats so crazy.

"Freyja..." Was the only thing that I can say due to surprised. Damn. Ang ganda-ganda nya talaga. She's like an angel. So innocent.

Nasa kanya lang ang buong atensyon ko habang naglalakad sya. She suddenly throwed herself on me. Mabuti na lang at mabilis ang reflexes ko. I quickly caught her.

"Hey don't do that. Paano na lang kung hindi kita nasalo?" Hindi ko maiwasang mag-alala. Ayaw ko pa naman na nasasaktan sya.

"I'm pretty confident that you'll always gonna catch me in different aspect." She said. Freyja wrapped her arms on my nape. Inihilig nya ang kanyang ulo sa aking dibdib. Wala sa sariling inilagay ko ang aking kamay sa kanyang bewang at hinapit sya papalapit sa akin.

"I miss you Ashleene." Ramdam na ramdam ko ang lambing sa kanyang tono. She even gave me a kiss on my cheek that caused my system to malfunction.

Napapikit ako nang mariin. Freyja's surely gonna be the death of me.

"I miss you too Freyja." I said and gave her my sweetest smile. I started to gently caress her sexy back.

"Later, come here. Sabay tayong maglunch." She suddenly leaned closer. "I'm gonna open my legs widely for you Daddy to eat me." Freyha whispered and sexily bit my earlobe.

Napatulala ako bigla. Damn. D-Did I heard it right? She's offering herself on me? I can feel my cheeks burning up.

Suddenly, we heard someone faked a cough.

"Ehem, respeto naman sa single na katulad ko. Mamaya na kayo magloving-loving dyan lovebirds." Zarrain said while giving me a meaningful look. While Freyja's plastering a confident look na para bang proud na proud sya sa naging reaksyon ko.

Napailing na lang ako sa kawalan. Out of the blue, naramdaman kong may nakatingin sa akin. Inilibot ko ang aking paningin at mabilis na nagtama ang mata namin ng isang pamilyar na tao.

My eyes widened in shock. Agad na napabitaw ako kay Freyja at tinakbo ang direksyon ng isang tao.

"Princess!!" I excitedly said. Bago pa man sya makapagsalita, I quickly pulled her into a hig.

"Grabe makayakap. Ganon mo ba ako namiss?" She said and giggled at me. "Don't worry, since mabait ako I decided to transfer here for good."

Napa-woah ako dahil don. I'm really surprised. Sa sobrang saya, agad na pinugpog ko sya ng halik sa mukha.

"What is the meaning of this Ashleene? Really? Hinahalikan mo ang babaeng yan sa mismong harap ko pa talaga?!" Someone suddenly said. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang diin sa kanyang tono.

"Hindi pa nga tayo but it seems like you're already cheating on me." She added with a hint of anger on her voice.

Mabilis na napalayo kami sa isa't isa ni Princess nang marinig namin yun. I turned to looked at someone. Hindi ko maiwasang mapaatras.

Napakatalim ng mga tinging ipinupukol sa amin ni Freyja. Her eyes are burning in rage and fury. Hindi na rin maipinta ang kanyang mukha. She's clenching her fist and damn, I guess she's thinking to kill someone.

Let me tell you the truth, I can feel to feel scared at her. Damn. Dapat talaga ay hindi binabad mood si Freyja. Masama pa naman syang magalit.

"I'm not cheating on you Freyja. It's just a sign of my affection towards her." Mahinahon kong saad. I reached for her hand and gave her soft kisses.

"Love don't be mad please." Malambing kong turan sa kanya. I sighed in relieved when I saw that she's starting to soften up.

"Let me introduce her to you." I added and motioned my friend to come here. "She's Princess, my bestfriend."

"Are you sure? Bestfriend lang talaga?" Paninigurado ni Freyja. She's staring at me intently na para bang sinusukat kung nagsasabi ba ako ng totoo at hindi.

"Of course! She's my bestfriend." Mabilis kong saad. "And besides, I already have my eyes on someone."

I gathered all my courage to say that. I can say that I'm starting to get bolder as time passed by. Aba, dapat lang na gumawa na ako ng move noh.

"Hmm... Good. Mabuti yung nagkakaintindihan tayo. I thought she's gonna be a threat again." She said while whispering the last part. In an instance, parang naturn-on ang mabait at friendly na side ni Freyja.

"Hi! Freyja is my name. Nice to meet you." Nakangiti nyang saad. She even offered her hands on the latter na syang malugod na tinanggap ng bestfriend ko.

"Nice to meet you too Freyja. I'm Princess, her bestfriend." Pagpapakilala ni Princess.

"So tell me, may namamagitan ba sa inyong dalawa?" Napasapo naman ako sa aking noo. Aish. Madadagdagan na naman pala ang pang-asar sa buhay ko.

"Hey, Me and Freyja's not in a relationship." I said. Baka mamaya ay hindi comfortable si Freyja sa gantong usapan.

"Yet." I was taken aback when she said that. "We're not yet in a relationship since ang bagal ng bestfriend mo." Dagdag ni Freyja at umirap pa.

"You heard that Ashleene? Mismong pinsan ko na ang nagbibigay ng sign. In short, make ligaw to her na. It's your chance." Zarrain barged in while giving me a teasing look.

Gosh. So what should I do now? I guess, I should really start to make a move.