How To Stop An Obsessive Love?

Chapter 19: Day with Freyja

Ashleene's PoV:

I slowly opened my eyes at ang unang-unang sumalubong sa akin ay ang nakakunot-noong mukha ni Freyja. Mabilis na napabalikwas ako sa aking pagkakahiga.

"H-Hey... Nakakagulat ka naman." I said. Sapo-sapo ko ngayon ang aking dibdib. Gosh. I didn't know that she's the first thing that I will see in the morning. Parang buo na agad ang araw ko.

With that, nakita kong mas lalong naningkit ang singkit na nyang mata. Damn. Just by that looks, kinakabahan na agad ako.

"Are you freaking serious? Sa ganda kong to, magugulat ka pa?" She said with a hint of being annoyed on her tone. Nanlaki ang aking mata at mabilis na umiling-iling pa bilang sagot.

"That's not it. It's just that... I'm surprised na makita kita na grabe kung makatitig sa akin. Parang pinapatay mo na ako sa isipan mo eh." Pag-eexplain ko pa. Sa totoo lang ay kinakabahan na talaga ako.

"If ever man na papatayin kita, I'll kill ylu in the most pleasurable way. To the point that you will scream my name Daddy." She whispered on my ear.

My mouth gaped because of that. Damn. Hindi ko yun ineexpect. Ang bilis talagang magbago ng mood nya. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pag-iinit ng aking pisngi. Mukha atang naka-on na naman ang playful side ni Freyja.

I reached for my phone and quicklt opened the camera. Parang nakahinga naman ako nang maluwag nang makita kong maayos ang aking sarili. Whoo! Mabuti naman. Baka kase mamaya ay maturn-off sya sa akin bigla.

"How was your sleep?" She asked. Mabilis na napasimangot ako dahil don. Tsk. Tignan mo ang isang to, nang-aasar pa talaga.

"Hindi maganda. Hmp." Nakataas-kilay kong saad. Tss. Well, sa sofa lang naman ako natulog. Freyha said that it's my punishment dahil hindi ko sinabi sa kanya kung nasaan ba talaga ako.

"Nagrereklamo ka ba?" Balik-tanong nya sa akin. She crossed both of her arms habang matamang nakatingin sa akin.

Hindi ko maiwasang mapalunok. "What? Of course not! Actually, nakaka-enjoy pala. It's a new experience to me. Ang saya-sayang matulog sa sofa." Pinasigla ko pa ang boses ko para magmukhang kapani-paniwala.

Matamang tinapunan nya ako ng tingin. Maya-maya pa, I saw how her eyes wandered down to my body. "I suggest that you take a cold shower now." She suddenly said.

Hindi ko maiwasang mapakunot-noo. Bakit naman kaya? Akmang magsasalita pa lang sana ako when she did something unexpected.

"Someone is now awake." Freyja quickly groped my little buddy that is now standing and pointing at her. Automatic na nanlaki ang aking mata. I mentally cursed at my head. Oh s**t. Ganito nga pala sya kada-umaga.

I'm still stunned in my spot at hindi alam ang gagawin. Freyja's throwing me a playful and seductive look.

"Daddy I can always offer a help when it comes to you. Do you want me to use my hand? Or my mouth?" She said and sexily licked her lips. She's now playing with my d**k.

"U-Ugh..." I can't help but to moan sa ginagawa nya. With that, nakita kong sumilay ang ngisi sa kanyang labi.

Kahit nahihirapan, nakayanan kong lumayo mula sa kanya. "I-I guess you're right Freyja. I'll just take a cold shower. I'll be quick." Hindi ko na inaantay pa kung anong magiging response nya.

Aish. Hangga't maaari, kailangan kong iwasan ang naughty side ni Freyja. Baka mangyari ang hindi dapat mangyari.

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After I take a quick shower, tumambad sa akin si Freyja na nagluluto. She's cooking breakfast for the both of us. I'm flustered with that.

Masarap na nga sya, masarap pang magluto. She's also beautiful inside and out. Wala na akong masasabi pa. Parang nasa kanya na ang lahat. Ang bait-bait nya talaga.

"Hey, what's wrong? Bakit hindi ka naman namamansin dyan?" I asked. But then again, wala na naman akong natanggap na sagot mula sa kanya. Nakita kong umismid lang si Freyja at ipinagpatuloy ang panonood sa TV.

I scratched my nape. Ano bang nangyari at hindi nya ako pinapansin? I've been calling her for a while and yet, hindy sya nagsasalita. Aish. Kakagaling ko lang sa baba since may binili ako. I heaved a deep sigh. Mukha atang wala sa mood ngayon si Freyja.

I looked at her and she's now back with her usual poker face. Dahan-dahan akong umupo sa kanyang tabi.

"C'mmon tell me Freyja. May nangyari ba?" I said. I placed my hands on her waist at hinapit sya papalapit sa akin. I heard a 'tsk' from her.

"You thought hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan ang ginawa mo kagabi?" Masungit nitong turan. Nakataas ang isa nyang kilay habang nakatingin sa akin.

I bit my lips. "Wait. Akala ko ba okay na tayo?" Naguguluhan talaga ako. She rolled her eyes on me and turned back her attention on the TV.

Napakamot naman ako sa aking ulo. Aish. What should I do now? Susuyuin ko ba si Freyja? Wait. Of course I should! Ayaw ko naman na ganto na lang kami.

"I'm sorry again Freyja. I'm really sorry if I lied to you." Malambing kong saad at sinimulang dampian ng halik ang kanyang kamay. "Tell me what you want at gagawin ko yun."

"Kiss. Gusto ko ng kiss." Mabilis na saad ni Freyja habang diretsong nakatingin sa aking mga mata.

Napaayos ako bigla ng upo. To be honest, I'm surprised with her favor. Parang hindi man lang nya pinag-isipan yung sagot. I can feel my heart's beating so fast.

"Is that enough?"

"Nope. One more." She said and quickly pulled my nape into a kiss again. But this time, it was a passionate one. I managed to have a taste how sweet she is again.

We kissed until we ran ouf of air. Based on my observation, unti-unti nang bumabalik ang kalmado nyang presence. Mabuti naman. Now I know kung anong mabisang paraan para maging good mood si Freyja. Kiss lang pala ang katapat.

"Wait. May nakalimutan pa pala ako." She said. Wow. May pahabol pa pala. "You know, parehas free ang schedule natin ngayon."

"And?" Nakakunot-noo kong tanong. So anong ipinapahiwatig nya? I mean, meron na akong nasa isip ngayo kaso baka mamaya ay hindi naman pala yun ang gusto nya.

Duh. Mahirap maging assuming. I do believe in the quote "Don't assume unless someone say so."

In an instance, dumapo ang kanyang palad sa aking balikat. Hindi ko maiwasang mapangiwi. Ang sakit. Mabuti na lang at hindi sa pisngi ko.

"Argh! Can't you get the hint Ashleene? Ayain mo naman ako ng date." Hindi na maipinta ang kanyang mukha sa inis. Matatalim na rin ang mga tinging ipinupukol nya sa akin.

Imbes na matakot, hindi ko maiwasang mapatawa. Damn. I didn't know na ang strict President ng MU ay may ganitong side rin pala.

I leaned closer to her. Iisang pulgada na lang ang distansya namin sa isa't isa.

"Can I take you on a date today babygirl?" I said seductively and winked at her. For the first time, nakita ko kung paano namula ang kanyang pisngi. Oh f**k. She's so cute.

"O-Of course.. Why not right?" Freyja said while stuttering.

Nagpasundo muna sya sa family driver nila. We both agreed that we'll gonna use her car for our date. Of course, todo ayos naman ako. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. This is gonna be our first date. Hinding-hindi ko to makakalimutan.

Since we're both full pa naman, we decided na manood na lang muna ng movie.

I gulped. Gosh. I need to make a move. Busy si Freyja na magtingin ng papanoorin namin. I slowly slipped my hands on her. Dahan-dahan kong pinagsaklop ang kamay naming dalawa.

I bit my lips when I succeeded. Damn. Ang galing ko talaga. Now, our hands are intertwined and our fingers are entangled with each other, no spaces in between.

Hindi ko maiwasang mapangiti habang tinitignan ang kamay naming dalawa. It perfectly fits. Wow.

"I see what you did there Ashleene. Good move." She said while smirking mischievously at me. "Don't worry, hindi ko aalisin ang kamay mo." I sighed in relief. I thought ayaw nya eh.

"Let's watch 365 days. Mukhang maganda sya." Automatic na nanlaki ang aking mata sa suwestyon ni Freyja. Gosh. No way. Mabilis na umiling ako bilang sagot. I know, may mga s*x scenes yun. Daddy and babygirl are also present on that.

"I-Iba na lang siguro Freyja." Kinakabahan kong saad. I scanned the surroundings. "Let's just try the thriller/horror category."

"Hmm...You're right. I hope in the future, mapanood din natin ang 365 days. Parang exciting pa naman sya." She said while nodding her head.

Parang nakahinga naman ako nang maluwag dahil don. Mas mabuti na ang safe. Baka mamaya ay may mangyaring kababalaghan sa loob ng cinema. Gosh. I know, nakakaexcite yun.

She chosed another movie. Nasa upper ang position namin which is the best position for me. The movie started and ended na hindi ko man lang napapansin. Well, busy kasi ako kakatitig sa kanya. Duh. Kailangan kong i-enjoy. Baka bukas ay may bayad na eh.

"Damn. I'm really happy that they came up together even though the boy is a little bit toxic." She said. Mababakas talaga ang tuwa sa kanyang mga mata.

Suddenly, Freyha suddenly looked directly on my eyes. "How about you Ashleene? Mamahalin mo pa rin ba ako kapag nalaman mo na ang bad sides ko? What if you discovered that I'm also a toxic partner?"

I'm caught-off guard with her question. f**k. I didn't expect that. As far as I remember ay wala pa naman kaming label. But I think, may mutual understanding kami. MU muna ang status namin.

"Of course I will still love you Freyja. Bad sides are normal. I will accept you wholeheartedly because you're my partner that I l-love the most. I will stay at your side even with your worst times. And oh, lahat naman ng tao ay may pagka-toxic." I said sincerely at her. She's just staring at me but I can see that she's amazed.

"If you're a walking red flag then magiging color-blind na lang ako." Dagdag ko pa. I hears she giggled with my remarks.

"Silly. But thank you for giving me an assurancr Ashleene." She said and smiled sweetly at me. Ugh. Nakakamatay yung ngiti nya. "Wait me here. Pupunta lang muna ako ng restroom."

I nodded my head as an answer. Hmm... San naman kaya kami susunod na pupunta?Busy akong nagtitingin nang maramdaman kong may kumalabit sa akin.

"Hi there Ashleene."

"Ikaw pala yan Fiona." I said in surprised. Muntik ko na syang hindi makilala since naka-shades sya. She took off her shades at hindi ko maiwasang maguilty.

Damn. I know, masakit ang mga galos, sugat at pasang gawa ni Freyja. Nakakatakot talaga syang galitin.

"Ako na ang humihingi ng pasensya kay Freyja. I know that my sorry is not enough for the bruise that she had caused." I said and gave her an apologetic smile.

She let out a giggled. "It's fine Ashleene. I understand. Medyo nabawasan lang naman ng 0.001% ang beauty ko right?"

"Of course. Natural ka naman ng maganda." I said at her. I placed my hand on her cheek. Marahang hinaplos-haplos ko yun. Fresh pa ang mga sugat dahil sa nangyati kagabi.

"What the hell is this Ashleene?" Mabilis na napalayo ako kay Fiona nang marinig ko yun. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang diin sa tono ng kanyang boses. Napapikit ako nang mariin. f**k. I can feel my legs are starting to get weak.

Dahan-dahan akong nagbaling ng tingin sa kanyang direksyon. Napakatalim ng mga tinginv ipinupukol nya sa amin. Nag-aalab din sa galit ang kanyang mata. Napakadilim na rin ng kanyang expression.

"Freyja I-I can explain..." There's one thing that I'm sure. I'm doomed.