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Insignia (Fantasy Novel)

Wish upon the Star (Fantasy-Slice of life Novel)

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The Chosen Luna (Fantasy Novel)

The Chosen Queen (Fantasy Novel)

The Chosen Bride (Fantasy Novel)

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 "N-Next time?" Nagliwanag ang mata ko. "Saan?"

"Anywhere," Nahihirapan n'yang utas. "f**k, you're f*****g tight."

"F-Faster, baby..." I whispered and groaned. He moved faster just like what I told him, umawang ang labi ko at mariing napamura nang maramdaman ang kung ano sa t'yan ko.

"W-War, I think I'm gonna..."

"Do it," He groaned.

And I did, I was about to moan with my release when Warrion covered my lips with his, distracting me from screaming loudly.

Tulala ako at nanlalaki ang mata nang maramdaman ang pagsabog sa kaibuturan ko at mabilis ang paghinga.

"I'm f*****g coming too," Warrion hissed, my eyes widened more when I felt him burying his face on my neck and his fingers playing with my bud. Napaigtad ako, I moved my body, helping him reach his c****x until he groaned.

I moaned when he bit my neck, just a few more thrusts and I felt his body convulsed, shooting his load on my womb.

I blinked when I realized he came inside of me, malalim ang paghinga ni Warrion habang marahang humihiwalay at marahan akong ipinapahiga sa kanyang braso.

"W-War..." I murmured. "D-Did you just came inside of me?"

"Hmm, yeah..." He groaned, hugging me a bit and kissing my neck.

"Papayag na akong maging irrigation mo," Bulong n'ya at nanlaki ang mata ko at nilingon s'ya.

"Huh?" I asked.

He grinned, his playful, still dark green eyes staring at me.

"In one condition," Hindi ako umimik at pinagmasdan s'ya.

"I want kids too," He murmured, his hands slowly crawling on my stomach. "I want kids too, like Kuya, and I want you to be the mother of mine."

"Hindi ako papakabog, I want four of them." My eyes widen at that and I slapped his chest.

"Jerk! Ano ako, inahing baboy?!" I screamed and choke him at humagalpak s'ya ng tawa at niyakap ako.

Kabanata 27

"You know what was the hardest thing when you love someone?" I shifted my gaze and saw my sister sipping on her coffee.

"Hmm?" I hummed, walking towards her and sitting beside her on the bench.

"What's harder, Win? Holding on or letting go?" She looked at me.

Napaisip ako, I crossed my arms and bit my lip before looking at her.

"Holding on," I said. "Masakit kumapit lalo na at alam mong nasasaktan ka, mahirap pero dahil mahal mo ay hahawak ka pa ng mahigpit."

"Wrong," She grinned, flicking my nose.

Ngumuso ako, I jokingly slap her arm and she laughed, shaking her head at me.

"It's letting go," Aniya.

Hindi ako kaagad nagsalita at pinakinggan lamang s'ya.

"May mga bagay, Winter, na sobrang hirap hawakan pero mas mahirap pakawalan. Gagawin natin ang lahat para hawakan iyon ng mahigpit dahil sobrang hirap kapag nakawala. It's easier for people to accept what is about to go but still holding unto it than accepting something that is already gone."

Tumitig ako sa kanya at nakita ang halong saya at lungkot sa kanyang mata.

"What do you mean, Ate? I don't get it." I murmured.

She smiled, lifting her hand to touch my face.

"Let go, Win." She smiled at me. "Let go of the pain you have in your heart, hindi mo kasalanan kung bakit nawala ako. Ginawa ko iyon kasi mahal kita."

I froze, it was as if in the blink of an eye, I was on the cold ground, the room is dark, tanging ang siwang lamang sa bintana ang nagbibigay ng liwanag sa aming magkapatid.

My heart thumped painfully as I noticed how my sister's face was filled with dirt, her dress filled with dry blood.

"A-Ate," My lips quivered. "I-I'm sorry..."

"Hindi mo kasalanan," Bulong n'ya sa hangin. I tried lifting my hand but I coudn't because it was tied behind my back.

"Don't hold unto the pain, Win. Let go of the pain, let go of your hatred, pakawalan mo ang pagsisising nararamdaman mo." Bulong n'ya at hinaplos ang mukha ko.

"B-But I..."

"Sshh, hindi mo kasalanan." She smiled at me. "It was never your fault, it was not Warrion's fault. Nagkataon lang ang lahat, I didn't regret risking my life for you, seeing how much you grew, how much happy you are."

My tears fell, bumilis ang paghinga ko at mas nanlabo ang paningin habang nakatitig sa kanya.

"A-Ate..."

"Let go, Win. We sometimes think that holding on is being brave but no, the bravest thing a person can do is letting go."

"I-I'm sorry, Ate. Miss na miss na kita, I am sorry for being a brat, for dragging you there with me."

"Hinding-hindi kita sisisihin," She said softly. "I came with you because I am your big sister, I want to look after you. I saved you because I love you and I want you to live happily."

"A-Ate..."

"Take care of yourself, Winter. Don't skip therapies, be happy, make our parents more proud, build a family. Just be happy, Win, para kay Ate. Gusto ni Ate na maging masaya ka." Her eyes swelled with tears.

"H'wag mo akong isipin dahil masaya ako rito habang binabantayan ka, masaya akong nakikita kang masaya."

"Take good care of our parents for me, alagaan mo ang sarili mo. Keep Warrion with you, that man loves you so much, Win."

I nodded slowly, my heart flinching in pain of seeing my sister.

She went behind me, removing the rope on my hand as she slowly hugged me from behind.

Tumungo ako, I sobbed and touched her hand while she's hugging my stomach. Sumubsob s'ya sa leeg ko at mahinang bumulong.

"I love you so much, Win. Stop holding to bad memories and let go, that was the bravest thing to do."

A bright light filled the place and before I get to look at my sister, she was gone, tanging ang bukas na pintuan lamang ang naroon at ang lalaki tumatakbo palapit para iligtas ako sa dilim na kinasasadlakan ko.

I opened my eyes and saw a dim room where I was in. My heart quickened, looked around but then sighed when realized where I was.

"War..." I murmured.

"Are you alright?" His husky voice whispered, his fingers moving from my shoulder up to my cheek.

"You're crying," His green eyes glistened, drying my tears.

I nodded and smiled at him.

Inayos n'ya ang higa ko sa kanyang braso at mas inilapit ako sa kanyang katawan.

"I saw you smiling then cried on your sleep," He whispered. "I don't know what I could do so, I just watched and hugged you."

A happy smile left my lips.

"It's my sister," His mouth parted a bit, umayos s'ya ng higa at mas hinanap ang mata ko.

"What about it?" He whispered.

"Nothing, just...she said it wasn't my fault. That I should let go of the painful memories. That the bravest thing a man can do is to let go instead of holding on."

"It's the bravest yet the hardest thing to do," He smiled a bit, lifting me a bit so I could settle more on his body.

"Really? Why? Naranasan mo na ba?" I asked and smiled.

"Hmm, ikaw." Pinisil n'ya ang pisngi ko. "I told myself a million times that I should just let you go for I only bring bad memories but everytime I try, hindi ako nanalo. Gumapang ako pabalik sa'yo, Win." He shook his head.

"Kahit ilan beses kong sabihin sa sarili kong ayaw mo na sa akin at dapat na kitang pakawalan, hindi ko magawa, I keep on holding to you kasi hindi ko kayang pakawalan ka. Guess I was a weakling, then?"

I pouted, shaking my head. Umangat ako ng kaunti at hinalikan ang labi n'ya.

"You're the strongest man I know, War." I chuckled.

"Hmm?" Paano mo naman nasabi?" He asked, tumagilid s'ya at marahang niyakap ang baywang ko hanggang sa magtagpo ang mata namin.

"Come to think of it, War." I said. "You're a soldier, a doctor, tapos you waited for me without getting out of mind. Palagi kang nandyan kahit hindi ko alam. You are strong."

His lips lifted and raised his brow.

"Yun lang?"