Tulala lang ako buong oras at hindi magawang makapag-focus sa mga meeting na dinaluhan ko ngayong araw. Ever since my cousin, Tres, said that. My whole world turns upside down. I don't know what to do, I thought I was prepared to meet her. I was, really. But when I think about all those maltreatment I did to her, pakiramdam ko ay wala akong karapatang sulyapan man lang siya o tignan kahit isang segundo. The guilt is killing me. I'm longing for her, so much... I want to see her and hold her, kiss her until we ran out of breaths. But those memories is what holding me back. Damn it! It's been a fuckin' week since I started became so unfocused. Kung bakit kailangang kay Tres ko pa malaman na nakauwi na siya, nagulo ang buong sistema ko. Thunder is now pressuring me to go on wi

