I tried so hard to stop my tears, and when I did it. Nagpatuloy ako sa pagmamaneho ng walang plano kung saan pupunta.
Hindi ko alam kung uuwi ba ako or hindi. Baka kase kapag nakita ng anak ko ang kalagayan ko ngayon, magtaka siya. I don't want my son to see me like this, mugto ang mata at pulang pula ang pisngi.
I want to go to Tonyo, but I know he's too busy. Kung sakaling kila Hudsey naman ako pumunta, he will tell my brother what happened.
And for sure... A war will rise.
Hector doesn't want me to cry anymore, he made sure that before coming back here in the Philippines, he taught me to be strong.
Baka kapag nalaman niyang sinampal ako ng mamamatay tao na 'yon, bigla nalang niya itong sugurin. Especially our father, he may look kind but he also has this dark side.
Nagpatulo
