21 : Too soon
Raf called and said he'd be home the next week. He was growing impatient by the time and I always told him that it's okay, that I can manage on my own, and that it's not that hard. Ngunit sadyang may mga araw talagang hirap ako sa pagkain lalo nang pagbangon sa umaga. I was becoming more of a finicky eater. Basta may baboy o kahit anong malansa ay nasusuka na ako kaagad pagkaamoy pa lang. I feel tired most of the time too kahit wala naman akong ginagawa. May mga araw ring wala akong gustong kainin ngunit pinipilit ko ang sariling kumain kahit biskwit o kahit anong light na pwede sa akin. It was hard. Those days. Mon and Jere usually stays at our apartment lalo na kung alam nilang naroon ako at nag-iisa. My block mates always checks on me too whenever we're not together or at school. I app
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