23 : Sufferings
Nanlulumo, hindi ko alam saan ako kumuha ng sapat na lakas ng loob para mag-undergo ng surgery kinabukasan, nang mismong araw sana ng licensure exam ko—ng mag-isa, ng walang kasama o suporta ng kahit na sino. But then as I look back now, I realized it's her… it's my late little pumpkin that gave me the courage to be brave enough and face everything. I didn't shed a single tear back then because I was thinking that there might be another way for us to conceive a child and I'm positive Raf and I will come up with anything. Everything is gonna be alright—I can hear the small voice at the back of my head whispering this to me every time, and somehow, it’s enough to make me feel at ease. “Lew, where in the hell are you? I couldn't get in touch with you for almost a week! Ano bang pinaggagawa
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