Lost I immediately texted Colton na mamayang gabi na kami mag-usap dahil oras na para sa duty sa clubhouse nang umalis sila Ish. Agad namang tumunog ang cellphone ko para sa isang tawag. Colton Jace calling... I pressed the answer button. "Let's talk now." he told me abruptly without the Hi's and Hello's. "No I told you I have to work." I said with a sigh. "No, this can't wait for later. Let's talk now." he stubbornly said. "Colton Jace." I said with authority. He sighed and told me the usual Take care's and I love you's before letting me end the call. I was spacing out the whole time in the clubhouse. Abut-abot tuloy ang kakasita sakin ni Jen. I keep on thinking about my decision. I wasn't even indecisive about it. I'm firm about my decision. I'm sure with what I want. My

