Toxic
I was regretting it.
That was what I was feeling as I was on my way out of the hotel.
I regret leaving him as I remember his begging state.
On my mind I was running back to his room, hugging him as soon as I saw him and saying that I didn't really want to be away from him.
But I didn't do it.
I feel weak. I don't have the energy and the strength to do so.
I'm afraid that he wouldn't accept me anymore.
My feet choose to continue stepping away.
"Rafa..." I weakly said as soon as I saw her on her pajamas.
I ran to her and hugged her. I badly needed one right now.
I can't stop the tears from falling.
"N-nari? Bakit...anong nangyari?" she asked full of concern while patting my back.
"Rafa.. wala na.. wala na.." I can't even talk properly because of the sobbing.
"Ha? wala na
