When it was my turn, I wasn't able to speak first. I stared at him with my tears welling up. "Caleb... as I look back, I couldn't help but be filled with disbelief. I grew up not knowing the real definition of love nor didn't know how it feels to be loved because the first woman whom I anticipated to brim me with that word... taught me how to live with an absence of that word inside me. I grew up perceiving that life has destined me to live in agony. I've always asked God why I was living in that phase... Why it felt like a lot of questions about my life puzzled me. But then... you came." Hindi na ako nag-abalang punasan pa ang luhang kasalukuyan nang dumadaloy dahil alam kong kahit anong pigil... hindi ko na kaya. I want him to know that these tears are symbolizing how brim my euphoria

