KABANATA 53
Matteo Point of View... I've been drinking alcohol everynight. The pain in my chest was pulling me into a thick page. I hurt Mary so much and it makes me guilty. I do not know how to tell her everything. I do not know how I could take away from her to destruction. I need to hurt her and I need to avoid her from me. I don't know what will happen to me when she disappears forever in my life. Yes I admit I made a mistake, because I brought her into this situation. I brought her to this disaster. You can't blame me because I am doing this for good. You do not know what the real reason behind. I drink wine again then stomped it returned to the table. I have included this two stupid here to drink now. Even if they don't know the reason, why I am willing to return to Venus they dont asked me f
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