I've never been so happy and at peace! Something has changed between me and Tanya. This happiness and peace I am feeling is beyond words... and almost like beyond eternal. I think it has got something to do with what happened to Tanya, when we were in the truck. She suddenly came into a some sort of trance which was weird, but it somehow changed something in her. I could feel something opened up, but I just couldn't exactly identify what. I somehow felt a much deeper connection. A some sort of breakthrough feeling. I guess it was because I could feel she was reaching out to me, though she might have tried not to. All that matters to me and all that my world revolves around in are to be with my wife and Timothy. I am convinced that as soon as we get our son and I am able to take them unde

