There are forms of love that are created by attachment. It wasn't the type of love that would never survive. This kind of bond does not end when the other departs. Love begins with attachment and it develops and grow from there, and that's where friendship was born. That was describe with my relationship with the headguards. And my relationship with Gun is something that I can't explain. He wasn't a friend. The attachment I felt with the headguard was different from Gun. I feel safe when Gun is around, and the headguard helps me to feel less lonely. When I'm with Gun, and everything arounds disappear. I don't even know myself but all I knew that I was with him. Although I shouldn't have trusted them or allowed them to breach the line, but it was me who cross the line to be with the

