He gripped me so fiercely that my hand steadily fell down in shock. I was overwhelmed as he held me so securely. As if he was so scared, and now relief that I was in his arms. I noticed that my eyes are slowly turning blurry and teary as well. His arms tightened around my shoulder as I attempted to chuckle but it turns out my voice cracked. This is so familiar.... My memories went back to when I was five years old. I clearly recalled that. My mother... who was searching desperately everywhere for me as I was playing outside secretly. I had no idea how painful it would be to think about her in this way. I smile but it doesn't reach from my eyes. "W-what are you doing? I'm h-here..." I could even feel his heavy breaths. I clearly heard his heartbeat and how crazy and mad it is for

