Undestined

Doctor's POV

( This scene happened during the night when Doctor Lino dragged " the kid " out of the scene  ) 

" What the Heck is wrong with you ! ? "  He shouted at me at the top of his lungs 

" ako ang dapat magtanong niyan sayo " 

" Are you insane ? that guy have someone already , yet you push yourself to him " he nagged at me like crazy .

I dont have time to deal with him so I just change the subject 

"  how's your school ? " I asked him but tumahimik lang siya saglit

" pshh , school was too boring " naka pout niyang sabi sa akin kaya kinurot ko yung magkabila niyang pisngi 

" hindi ka naman nag aaral ng mabuti ? . How many times do I have to tell you focus on your study ?  " 

" nag aaral naman ako ng ma-- - - aray ! ouch ! te -teka lang ang sakit ! waaaaah ! wa- wait ! "  kinurot ko kasi ng maigi ang kanyang pisngi . 

Pasaway masyado tong batang to eh ! 

" wa - wait ! "  I looked at him and smile , nakikita ko talaga na tumutulo na yung luha niya kaya tumawa naman ako ng napakalakas 

" hey ! the doctor must not hurt the people " naka pout niyang sabi sa akin saka niya hinimas himas yung kanyang pisngi .

" kid ! gabi na , pero nandito ka parin ! " 

"  STOP CALLING ME A KID ! IM ALREADY 22 YEARS OLD . PLEASE CALL ME BY MY NAME ! " he shouted at my ears so I just looked at him and shooked my head and laugh very hard .

" o - okay ! so anong gusto mong itawag ko sayo ?  Andwin ? James ? or gusto mo compete name ? Andwin James ? " 

nakita ko namang mukha niyang namumula . Hindi ko alam kung dahil sa galit or sa hiya ? . Ayaw niya kasi na tawagin sa complete name niya na ANDWIN JAMES dahil ang pangit daw 

" I prefer Dwin as in D - W - I - N but you have to pronounce it , as DIN ! DIN as in D - I - N !  "  proud niyang sabi sa akin . 

1 month lang kami magkakilala ng batang to pero kung makapag utos parang sino HAHAHA

" Andwin ! "  but I prefer calling him by his first name 

" DIN ! ITS D - I - N . DIN ! " Paulit ulit niyang sabi sa akin but I just laughed at him 

" stupid p*****t stop laughing ! "  

I didnt mind his insult with me but instead I just find it amusing 

" hey Kid , do you wanna go to the bar ? "  

he looked at me with a puppy eyes and nod and smile at me 

How cute ! 

I cupped his face and I saw him blushing he closed his eyes but he didnt know that I pinch his nose 

" stop smiling " 

" ouch ! stupid p*****t ! sadist doctor ! " 

kinurot ko ulit ang kanyang pisngi kaya napasigaw ulit siya 

" anyway . I want to chilled out for a while but if you want to come , you are free to do so " 

itong batang to , dis oras na ng gabi pero kung anong kalokohan ang ginagawa tuwing gabi 

" then I want to come ! " he said happily and cling at my shoulder

" kid stop pulling ! . Your supposed to be a student and the Good Student must study hard ! " 

tumahimik naman siya saglit 

" Im not a kid anymore . hmp~ " 

natatawa talaga ako sa batang ito ! ang sakit sa ulo ! sino bang magulang nito at ng maisumbong ko to . Hindi nag aaral ng mabuti eh , nagbubulakbol XD

" anong meron , bakit gusto mo pumunta sa bar ? "   tanong niya sa akin but he is still clinging at my shoulder . 

" I just want to chilled "

" that's it ? " 

I stopped for a while and look at him . Seriously ? he still a kid , a bright future awaits from him 

" trying to fix my heart's broken "   then I continued walking but I feel that he was quiet for a while 

" he already have someone "  I heared him mumble to himself

" I know , that's why Im trying to move on "  

The first time I saw Ian . I have a feelings that he is one of us ( referring to a gay people ) . He is smart and hardworking. He is kind of pretty when he smiled . I already know he have someone he likes but I didnt know that he was living with his partner .  Time pass by and I feel something from him . Maybe I like him ? 

" My feelings for him was not change "  I paused for while and I feel something water that dripping on my shoulder . water ? hindi naman umuulan ngayon ha ! 

" hey kid ? still there ? " 

tahimik lang kasi siya habang nakayuko . Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero wala ata siya sa mood ? . Maybe he have a moodswings ? lol just kidding !

" hey kid ? are you okay ? " I asked him repeatedly but he just shake his head 

" look at me " pilit kung ipaharap yung mukha niya sa akin kasi nakayuko parin siya 

" tahimik mo ata ? " pero hindi siya nagsalita .

Tumigil muna siya saglit at kumalas sa akin , nakayuko parin siya.

I dont know what happened but maybe he have a problem ?

" * sniff *  * sob * " I heard him sob so I panicked and I hurriedly go to him and hugged him tighly 

" what happened ? do you have a problem ? may nasabi ba ako na hindi maganda ? 

" * sniff * * sob * WAAAAAAAAH huhuhuhu " 

waaaah ! what the heck happened ?  why is he crying ? 

" wa- wait anong problema ? " 

" * sob * huhuhu * sniff * Lino was an Idiot ! Stupid Idiot ! Stupid p*****t ! huhuhu " 

ehhhhhhhhhh ? ! anong kasalanan ko sa kanya ?

" ca - calm down o - okay ? "  pero patuloy parin siya sa kanyang pag iyak kaya pinagtinginan na kami ng ibang tao 

" wwaaaaaaaah huhuhuhu idiot ! idiot ! "  pinagsusuntok niya ang aking dibdib

" le - lets talk about this matter , okay ? . Shall we go with my apartment ? . Malapit lang naman dito " 

Nakita kung biglang nagningning yung mga mata niya saka niya pinahiran ang kanyang luha 

" re - * sob * really ? * sniff * " 

" ye - yeah  ! " 

f*ck ! anong gulo batong pinapasukan ko ? . 

" *sniff * your'e inviting me into your apartment right ? " 

" ye - yeah ! "  nahihiya kung sabi sa kanya pero feel ko ata namutla ako ? .

I feel hot and I feel my blood rushing my brain like it will explode . 

" shall we buy a foods ? " 

ngumite lang siya sa akin . Why  I saw a flowers in him ?  Like a blooming flowers in the background .  

" then ? lets go ? "  bigla niya akong hinila saka siya tumakbo 

" yeeeey ! lets go ! lets go !  " nakangiti niyang sigaw . 

Nakasunod lang ako sa kanya habang hila hila niya ako palakad . 

" punta muna tayo sa convenience store "  tumango naman siya at tumatalon talon pa .

Excited ata siya ? 

" yeeey ! "  napangiti naman ako sa kanya 

" kid , stop shouting " I told him and I shake my head 

" hehehehehe , first time ko kasing pumunta sa  ehh ! "  inakbayan ko nalang siya habang naglalakad kami papunta sa condo unit ko . 

Pagpasok palang niya , nakita ko na biglang nagningning yung mukha niya saka siya tumingin sa akin at yumakap 

" ang ganda dito " manghang sabi niya sa akin

" yeah ! ang ganda dito " 

but the payment was too high ! lol

" ahh ! FOODS ! FOODS  " kinuha niya yung dalang plastik na may pagkain at inomin saka siya tumakbo sa kusina .

Ngumite nalang ako sa kanya saka ako naglakad papunta sa reef . Mas maganda dito nalang ako mag iinom 

" waaaah beer ! pahingi " I just looked at him and pinch his nose

" nope ! bawal uminom ang bata "  

" but I want a drink ! "

" no ! kids are not allowed to drink " 

" Im not a kid " pagmamaktol niya sabi pero kinurot ko ulit yung pisngi niya 

" No is a NO ! " I just laughed at him while his pouting 

" but Im not a kid ! hmp ~ " 

I just shaked my head and told him " your'e still a kid for me " 

nakita kong pamumula niya hanggang sa tenga kaya tinawanan ko nalang siya at saka ko ininom yung can beer na hawak ko 

" hey kid , bring the drinks here " 

this kid was really something , there's a part of me saying that I need him . I desire him .

wait desire ? maybe amusing ? 

Tinignan ko siya habang nakatalikud siya sa akin . Kung ano ano nalang pumasok sa isip ko .

" ahh ~ ahh ~more !  "  I saw him spreading his legs with me while looking at me seductively 

f*ck ! erase !! erase ! kung ano ano nalang kalaswaang pumasok sa isip ko 

" hey your'e okay ? " nabigla nalang ako dahil nilapit niya ang mukha niya sa akin . I feel hot inside and outside and I feel that my face was kinda red

 " youre sick ? " saka siya umupo sa aking gilid 

" no - nope , maybe the drinks ? hehehe " sh*t  ! isang can beer lang yung nainom ko 

" where's the drinks ? " 

" gusto kung uminom " binigay niya sa akin ang mga hard drinks . 

Gusto ko atang magpakalasing ngayon.

" right ! bakit ka nga pala umiyak kanina ? " 

nakita ko namang ang pamumutla ng mukha niya hanggan sa tenga 

" no - nothing "

ok ?  hindi ko nalang siya tinanong. Baka kasi private yung problem niya kaya mas maganda hindi ko naang siya tanongin .

I drink straight the drinks , sh*t ! I feel tipsy out of the sudden.  I feel my blood rushing my veins and I feel my face burning 

" heeey ~ your drunk " 

" * hic * NO ! IM NOT ! * hic * "  

"  pahinga ko muna " nilapit niyang maigi kanyang mukha sa akin .  Na fe -  feel ko ang pag iinit ng mukha ko 

" let's get you to bed " 

I cupped his face and look at him . He have a dimples cheek a kissable lips and a seductive eye .  A pointed nose . What a beautiful guy . 

" wh - what ? " I heard him stammering  

I told to myself . His too cute 

" st - stop looking "  

" hey kid ! your kinda cute "  I smiled at him and cupped his face . 

Ahh ! what a cutie guy .  I pinch his nose and pulled his face towards me . I dont know what happened but bigla akong kinabahan ang lakas ng kabug ng dibdib ko . 

I slip my finger on his lips . What a soft lips . A lips that red as blood , skin as white as snow . 

" I love you " I heard him saying . 

I cant control myself maybe because of the drinks ? 

I pulled him and kiss him torridly . I touched his back . I pushed him slowly as I tried to unzip his pants . He close his eyes and I feel his hands unbuckle my belt . The next thing I know , I cant remember anything except that I kiss him torridly .