ocean's feathered

as i turn my gaze in a wide ocean's view, a salty air reminds me how life's so unfair even the air reminds you how salty it is. as I walked through the water it feels so good and bad at the same time just like those memories flashbacks in my head. I almost run out of breath remembering those days. I had a lot of questions in my head..

I never met those memories and it's very confusing..

who am I really?