Dear CT,
I was there. You were noticed and loved. From the very first time I laid my eyes on you, I know that you will be mine. You will be Dosein’s greatest possession. I might not be vocal and showy, but I heard you. I am sorry for being an idiot. I am sorry for not standing up. I’m sorry for being selfish. I am sorry if I used your future to fight against my own feelings. I am sorry if I hurt you. I saw you, I noticed you but I just can’t simply love you the way you wanted. I’m afraid that our recklessness will affect us in the future. And I regretted it. I realized that you are my future. I’ve been neglecting myself of your presence because I thought it’s for the best. I sacrificed a lot because I thought it could help us to be better. But I only caused you pain. I am sorry if I b
