Writer's Diary

Tight Confession

" Listen carefully, it's my third request. " He said, makikita mo talaga sa mukha niya ang pagiging seryoso pero may halong pag-alala.

" Forgive me for what I'm about to do, " dagdag pa nito.

" Ehh- "

Naramdaman ko nalang na hinila nito ang kamay ko and he hugged me gently. I want to react, I want to say something. But, there's nothing came out of my mouth.

Hindi mahigpit o maluwag manlang ang yakap na binigay niya sa akin, I feel so safety within his arms.

" I don't want to be your friend after all, " he said.

I can hear and feel the hot breathes when it reaches my neck, I want to hear more.

" I want you by my side, talk with you, laugh with you, feel the sadness with you. Your the only one who made me like this. Everytime..." He sighs.

" Everytime na 'di kita nakikita, ikaw lang laman ng isip ko. Alam mo ba yun? Kahit Isang oras o ilang minuto gusto 'kong nasa tabi kita. So, please give me the chance to love you more, " I feel na he tighten the hug.

" Arc, you're the best boy. No, you are the wonderful man I ever wanted, " saad ko at kumalas sa yakap namin.

" You're so kind, gentle, caring, interesting man I wanna have in my entire life. But, kahit anong gawin ko..." Napatingin ako sa mata nitong nagsusumamo sa akin.

Maybe this is the time.

" Siguro ito na ang tamang panahon para sabihin sayo na, " I stopped while looking at his face intently. Nagtatanong na nakatingin ang kaniyang mga mata sa akin.

" You're the target. "

" Ta-target? " nakakunot niyang tanong.

" Oum, kanina pa kasi ako nagugutom. Kahit mahal pa kita, kung gutom ako. Hindi parin reason yun para kainin ka! " Lintanya ko at kaagad na kinagat ang leeg nito, sumigaw siya ng napakalakas at pwerasahan akong inilalayo sa kanya but I'm too fast to handle, gamit ang matutulis 'kong kuko dinukot ko ang puso niya at kinain ito.

Love really hurts talaga.