Trouble I

Chapter 22

Alexandra’s POV

It’s too late to realize na ang kasama ko nga pala ay isang playboy. Nagising ako dahil sa sakit ng mga halik na ibinibigay nya sakin. My lips are swollen when he decided to let me go, I slapped him hard and get out from his car.

Madaming beses nya akong nahalikan pero lahat yon ay masakit, laging gutom o laging may galit ang paraan ng paghalik nya. I don’t think that those girls are wrong maybe if I did this with her it wouldn’t turn out like this kinda of hell.

Ng hindi ko na matiis ay sinabi ko sa parents ko na ayoko na syang kitain kahit kailan pero they insist na makipagkita ako pero ayoko na talaga. Hindi na ako sumipot kahit kailan, kahit magpunta pa dito yung lalaki ay nagkukulong ako sa kwarto ko.

And when they reach their limit ay nasampal ako ni dad, he immediately said sorry but I was too hurt, I’ve never imagine that my parents could hurt me physically.

They still insist na makipagkita ako don sa lalaki pero dahil ayoko na ng araw araw na pagtulak sakin ni dad ay sinubukan kong maglayas the night before the first day of my school. They caught me because of that loyal bodyguard of him.

Isasakto ko na sana ang paglalayas ko sa flight nila kinabukasan pero hindi ako nagtagumapay. I’m so frustrated at that time. I even broke some of my things to let out all of my frustrations.

Bago pumasok sa school ay sinabi ni dad na nakiusap sya sa best friend nya na doon muna ako titira sa kanila since iisang babae lang din naman daw ang anak nila at mas mabuti na daw yun para mabantayan ako at para magkaroon naman ako ng kaibigan.

I told them na okay lang basta i-cancel na nila ang pakikipagmeet ko sa lalaking yon pero dad is so persistent about that at hindi sya pumayag.

Hindi ko na tinapos ang pagkain ko non at agad na pumunta ng sasakyan but too bad dahil may bodyguard na nag-aabang sa sasakyan. Bago ako pumasok ay sinabi pa sakin ni dad na hindi daw aalis ang bodyguard na yon hanggat di ako nahahatid sa bahay ng best friend nya.

Galit na galit ako non pero nabawi ang galit ko ng pagdating ko sa bahay ay sobrang warm ng pagwelcome nila sakin, sobrang bait nilang mag-asawa and to my surprise.. Clean is their daughter.

Surprise is also visible to her eyes at that moment. I’m so happy na makakasama ko na sya, na ang dating pinapanood ko lang ay kasama ko na ngayon but I don’t know how to express this happiness that im feeling right now.

Does she hate me or what? She’s treating me coldly unlike her friends. Did I do something wrong? We also rarely talking even though I want to talk to her I don’t know how to start a conversation. What does she likes? Does she like hearing stories? Does she like novels? I don’t know so I keep silent.

Napanood ko mismo ang pag vandal nila so I thought it would be a nice topic if I start talking to her about that but I was wrong, nauwi ito sa pagtatalo namin na kahit kailan ay hindi ko pinlano.

Gusto ko lang naman ipakita na may pakialam ako sa kanya at ayokong maguidance nanaman sya but I forget that she loves getting in to trouble at parang naging pakialamera pa ang dating ko sa pag-uusap namin na yon.

I decided to let go of the topic pero nagulat na lang ako ng iharap nya ako sa kanya at sobrang lapit pa namin. Kitang kita kong naiinis sya through her brown orbs but I can’t concentrate because her scent is everywhere plus the fact that she’s talking to me closely.

Nagagalit na sya non pero imbes na matakot ako sa kanya.. I find her hot that time, ang pagkunot ng noo nya at ang pagsalubong ng kilay nya. She looks so hot in front of me.

She also mention that we are not close then hindi sinasadya ay bumaba ang tingin ko sa mga labi nya na pinkish at that time. Then flashbacks run through my head kaya di agad ako nakasagot noon, from the day that I met her, the first time that I saw her dancing, the girls’ conversation about kiss and the way of that guy kisses me.

I thought that kissing her would be the best way in getting close to her and so I did like how he used to kiss me.

But I am so stupid; I admit that her lips are way too soft and delicious compare to that guy. I really love kissing her but I am so stupid!

Hindi ko manlang naisip na kung ano yung nararamdaman ko na sakit kapag hinahalikan ako ng lalaking yon ay ganon din pala ang mararamdaman nya. Akala ko ba kapag hinalikan mo ang isang tao ay mapaparamdam mo ang feelings mo sa kanya? Does my feeling couldn’t reach her?

Did I do it wrong?