Bella Trilogy 1: Bella can be Wicked (Transgender)

Chapter 24.5

Good day my lovely reader! Sorry po kung magulo pa ang mga update. Wala pa po kasi ako sa wisyo. Kakamatay lang ng tito ko, and now ay ang lolo ko naman po. Kaya hindi ko pa maasikaso ang aking mga draft. Please reread na lang po ang Ep. 21 after kong ma-publish ang Ep. 30. I assure na ayos na ang mga chapters noon! Again! I am so sorry po.

But they all do have a point. Lahat ng ito ay suspicious. He suddenly go kind, and a bit of sweet for me. Something he will only shown and do on my dream.

Everyone knows how he hates me. Sagad sa buto.

"Basta mag-ingat ka! Noon, takagang tinataboy ka niya. It is not a strange thing for us, pero nakakapanibago na naging mabait siya sa iyo. Geez, Bella... I am telling you know! Guard your heart or he will play dirty to get even. I swear." Tama si Tara.

Laging may kapalit ang kasiyahan. Just like karma, I believe that after the happiness, there will be short comings afterwards.

"I know. I am not Bella Alleja Cion for nothing. Siguraduhin lang nila na maayos silang maglaro ng lokohan. They are playing with a two face b***h and a devil itself."

Lunch at nakakapagtaka na naman dahil sa cafeteria na lang kami ng sarili kong department kakain. Like legit!

He will eat with me, in a public, without minding na ako ang kasama niya. This is not just a miracle, something like a beautiful nightmare.

Kahit nga si Tara at Mela, their jaw literally drop on the floor. Lalo na nang sinundo ako ni Cromford sa mismong classroom ko. I almost got a heart attack.

Pumasok na kami sa cafeteria at animo'y may dumaang anghel. Well, I look like one but my character is a little bit distorted.

"You sure about this?" bulong na sbai ko sa kanya.

His face looks emotionless. I cannot pin point if he is just suppressing his emotuon, or he just do not care.

"I will not invite you here if I did not want to. And it is waste if we will eat outside since mg break was too short."

Tumango na lang ako at humanap na kmai ng mauupuan. He insisted na siya na lamang daw ang mag-order ng kakainin namin. I aks him to but me a drink na lamang. I have my bento.

I waited for him, watching from a far. Like it was a movie, too good to be true, like miracle. I cannoy explain my emotions rigjt now. It is mix and so much for me.

And if he is just playing with my heart, I will break his too.

I am not ready for this pain!

Bella! Stop being negative for once. Don't spoil this moment. This is one in a million. Not even sure pa nga kubg mauulit pa ba ito.

Nabalik na lang ako sa wisyo nang ilapag niya ang avicado shake ko sa aking harapan. Bigla naman akong namula. He atill remmeber my favorite flavor!

Pwrp sabagay naman pala. Pareho pala kmai ni Mitch ng paborito.

And I wnat to slap myself for getting jelaous with my own beat friend. I should let her rest in peace. I am getting more irration and it is not healty.

"Thank you..." nagpasalamat naman na ako. I tried to pay him back, but he refused.

Ano ba takaga ang plano mo Cromford? Like those cliche book ba? He is trying to break my heart?

Pathetic. Because my heart is already beaten into pulp. So I vannot see any reason para gawin pa niya iyon.

"Sinabi bq ni Taymom na gawin mo ito? Look you can actually stop this. I know na may kasunduan tayo, pero wala na rin halos silbi iyon. My Taymom already knows. So yiu can stop seeing me now."

Hindi sa nangongonsensya ako. But I can fight fare and square here. He can stop not.

It will pwin me. But he can stop now.

" I am doing it at my own will. At is apa ay nako konsensiya rin ako sa nagawa ko. Yes, I am scared at your Taymom's wrath. Hifni siya basta-bastang tao, but a big part of me wants to pursue this deal because I am guilty."

He is doing all his bets to sound so sincere, but he did not. He is obviously faking it. He is planning something that will make me fall into a pit of darkness.

Pero tanga pa rin ako. I smiled and nodded like I did not have any idea about his plan.

I am aware. I am just letting him. If that dya cokes, I will assure that we will be even.

Cromford Davies

I REMEMBER that kiss. I am acting like tgere was nothing happened that night. But that hot kissed still lingers on my lips.

Mabilis akong malasing, pero hindi ako nakakalimot.

I am gyilty that at furst, I sae Mitch, I thoigh she is Mitch and I kiss her.

Pero hindi ako doon nagalit. I am f*****g mad at myself because I did not hate that kiss. Nagustuhan ko ang halik na iyon ag hindi ko matanggap.

I want to forget that night, but it haunts me. Hinahanap-hanap ko kahit mali. Siya ang dahilan ng pagkamatay ng tanging babae na mamahalin ko ng ganoon katindi.

Pero bakit? Bakit ko nagugustihan ang presensya niya? I should hate her! He is f*****g gay! Not like I am against totally. My father loves a gay.

I will be hypocrite here. But I am straight... Hindi ako pwedeng magkagusto sa baliw na iyon.

Gusto ko ngayon na mapalapit siya sa akin.

Tama.

Kailangan siyang mahulog sa akin at saka ko siya sasaktan. I will play with her vulnerable heary, at siya na nga ang kusnag lalayo sa akin.

Makakalimutan ko na siya.

Ang ngiti niya, ang kanyang inosenteng mata, ang kanyang labi, ang kanyangmagandang mukha.

Fuck! I am doomed! Karma ko na ba ito? Parang hindi ko kayang tanggapin.

Nope! Wala lang dito si Anita. Kung nandito lang ang girlfriend ko ay hindi sana ako maguguluhan. Tama... Ganoon na nga. I should start furnishing my plan.

Wala na akong pakialam. Selfish na kung selfish peor kailangan ko na siyang skatan para magtanda.

Wala na akong pakialam sa negosyo namin o kung sa kahit ano pa. My ego can't accept this feeling, never!

Nasa kwarto ko na ako. Iniisip kung ano ang kalalabasna ng mga plano ko.

There is half of mt heart nor wanting to do it anymore. Pero mas malaki ang nasa parte ng puso ko na dapat ko lang na gawin ito.

Pero is apa sa mga iniisp ko ay si Anita.

Kahit papaano ay may point si Bella.

Anita is my girlfriend perp wala pa akong gaanong alam sa kanya.