Ethan
WARNING: SENSITIVE CONTENT AHEAD
I've already spent about a few hours lying down my bed. Tossing, turning, experimenting new positions but I just can't make myself to fall asleep.
I feel like I'm in between bothered and relieved. I am relieved because in a span of a few moments, I managed to be civil with my mother that I even gave her a goodnight kiss on her foreheard after I guided her to the master's bedroom.
However, the short period of time of forgiving as well as the change of emotions between us appears skeptical to me. I feel like there's something wrong.
How can forgiving possibly go wrong though?
Frustrated, I stood up because my flood-like thoughts won't just let me sleep. I mean I am damn tired and I need to rest but my mind refuses to cooperate.
I roamed my ey
