Chapter 21 I was lying on my bed. Nakataas ang dalawang kamay ko habang hawak-hawak ang phone ko. I was intently staring at our last conversation. Hindi ko naman iyon binabasa. Nakatingin lang talaga ako doon. I was having an internal fight within myself about whether I will message him. Binagsak ko naman ang phone sa dibdib ko at kinuha ang extra pillow ko. Binaon ko ang mukha ko doon at tumili. Bakit ba ako nagiging ganito?! I don’t like him at all! I was attracted to him at first but…that’s it! Wala na akong interes sa kanya ang pawang pagkakaibigan na lang ang tingin kong maibibigay ko sa kanya. However, I keep on questioning myself. If all I can give him is friendship, then why am I having second thoughts? Ah, okay. Maybe because he is my friend. I don’t want to taint that kin

