Chapter 47
Risk's POV:
I hated how I got life, after watching that video. I feel bad for my existence, to my life and for who I am.
I always ask her about my father but she didn't mentioned anything about him. Akala ko ay dahil lang sa hindi niya na gustong pag usapan pa ang tungkol sa tatay ko pero ngayon, naiintindihan ko na--- na hindi niya magagawang sabihin sa akin o sa kahit na sino ang tungkol sa ama ko because it was forbidden. I'm a son of their sin, a greatest mistake and a consequence of cheating and risk taking over life and family.
My heart tightened in grief and my tears freely rolled over my cheeks, I didn't get tired walking endlessly and I already lost of a nowhere, like the way I lost myself and my trust for them and for who I am.
"Kuya Risk, saan ka pupunta?" natigi
