Did I messed up with everything? I swore in silent and my head came in heavy. Marami na akong nainom at pilit na inaayos ang puso at isip ko. Damn this! Damn that! And damn it! I swore repeatedly in the back of my mind. Five nights ago, I was willing to set aside everything and wanted to embrace Bree. Gusto ko siya. Gustong gusto ko. . . I'd realized a lot after I left without telling her. I missed her so bad, and my heart longs for her. My heart melted more when Mama impressively made something for her. I thought I could forget everything and move on. . . Wala naman siyang kasalan sa pagkamatay ni Elias. Wala. . . Dahil gusto ko lang naman na paibigin siya sa akin at nang sa ganoon ay maramdaman niya ang damdamin ni Elias noong iniwasan niya. I know that, and I read the few p

