Kiara’s POV
I was in my room, forcing myself to sleep. I already lost count of how many times I turned from side to side, trying every position just to drift off, ngunit nanatiling kay ilap sa 'kin ng antok. Binabagabag ang isipan ko sa sitwasyong meron kami ni Zap ngayon.
It's been days since the last time I saw him. At inaamin ko sobrang namimiss ko na siya.
I don't like how things have turned out this way between us, but I don't want to be unfair to him either. I don't want to keep him from finding happiness while I'm stuck here, drowning in my own misery.
But d*mn! Kay laki ng parte ng puso ko ang natatakot na baka magsawa siya sa paghihintay sa 'kin at makahanap ng iba– someone who doesn't have all these hang-ups, someone who can give him her whole self, even if she has her own
