105 - Rising
Alexander’s Point of View
I always knew that I couldn’t hate my mother completely; that she will always hold a special place in my heart—but that’s what I thought. After hearing her reasons for leaving us, for cheating on my father with Uncle Antonio, tuluyang nawala ang amor ko sa kanya.
Yes, ina ko pa rin siya. I will forever acknowledge that. Pero nawala na ang pagmamahal ko sa kanyan. Nawala na ang awa ko. She’s just plainly an awful person who thinks about herself.
I can’t believe she left my father just because he wasn’t able to give her the attention and time she needed. She could have communicated it with him, but she chose to cheat instead. Hindi lang ang ama ko ang ipinagpalit niya, kundi pati na rin ako.
I hate myself for thinking we could still go back the wa
