Si PJ ang gusto kong piliin.
Alam ko kasing kapag sa kanya ako sumama, I would automatically feel safe and secured. Hindi ko rin kailangang mangamba at magpaliwanag. Kahit pareho kaming hindi magsalita, ayos lang. Maiintindihan niya.
However, I knew my heart wouldn’t be at ease.
Then here’s Dylan.
Since day one, he has always been transparent and straightforward about his feelings. He protected me even though he has nothing to gain from it. Kung sa kanya ako sasama, hindi man ako ganuon kakumportable, mabibigyan ko naman ang puso ko ng pagkakataong makapagpahinga. Pwede kaming mag-usap tungkol sa trabaho. Baka maituloy na rin namin ang naudlot naming meeting pag nagkataon.
But I knew all of these would just be mere excuses to find an escape.
Huminga ako nang malalim bago naglakad
