Chapter 8

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The instrumental starts and I stilled suddenly because of the choice of their song is entitled 'without you' by Moira and AJ Rafael. Ay hala. My eyes searched for the women I knew who had loosened the screw in their brains! But I couldn't find them. Damn it, how is that? Whatever. Lagot sa akin ang mga babaing yun! As the music plays, I genuinely close my eyes and took a deep breath. 'remember me later that I will hunt those crazy biatches!' This is now or never. " Bucket full of tears baby know I'm here I'm here waiting .. " I might as well just enjoy this song, I'll take care of it later. " Just close those precious eyes and just realize I'm still fighting ... For you to be with me, sit under this tree and we can watch the sunrise ... We can watch the sunrise ... " I don't know but Zick suddenly popped up when I sang the lyrics, that moment when we share our thoughts with each other. This is it. I was ready for the chorus when I woke up in shock when someone sang in the part with AJ that I would have been the one who sang it! "WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH" "OH MY GOSH" "KYAAAAAAAHHH" "Wake up feel the air that I'm breathing Can't explain this feeling that I'm feeling I won't go another day without you ... " My eyes searched for who it was and to my surprise ... *dug dug**dug dug**dug dug* Zick ... He smiled at me ... I seem to be deaf to the screams of the people here, so... That's why he didn't answer me a while ago when I ask? I smiled slightly. I didn't expect this... "I know that it feels like no one's around but baby you're wrong .." (baby you're wrong) "Just get rid of that fear promise that I'm here I'll never be gone ... " (I'll never be gone ..) I didn't know that he was getting closer and closer to where I was because I was focused on the shock so I was a little out of breath when I saw that he was also staring at me. "So baby come with me we can fly away and we can watch the star shine ... We can watch the star shine ... " "Wake up feel the air that I'm breathing Can't explain this feeling that I'm feeling I won't go another day without you ... " I feel like I'm hypnotized by every look he throws at me, I honestly don't know how I can sing well, it's like all my body strength is coming out. Lexie pull yourself together! "Hold on Hold on, I promise it gets brighter And when it rains, I'll hold you even tighter I won't go another day without you, without you ... " (without you) "WHAT THE HEEEEELLLL !!!! KYAAAAAHHH" "THEY'RE SWEET OMOOOO!" "WAAAAAAAAAHHHH TEAM ADRILEXIE !!" I didn't expect him to caress my left elbow even more and he slowly pushed it down my hand while staring into my eyes. I was stunned by his sudden move and I was caught off guard, all my hair seemed to be rising when I felt like thousands of voltages flowing through my veins towards my heart and suddenly throbbed fast and loud. Too loud, as loud as the screams of the spectators here. *dugdug**dugdug**dugdug* *dugdug**dugdug**dugdug* Fulkingsheet. "And this is me tonight There's no more games and no more lies And I know it's right 'Cause of the way you look into my eyes And when I hold you tight The worries disappear, I'm glad you're in my life .. " Shit. Tell me this is just one of his singing strategies, right? Diba? I need an answer! If not I might be in awe of it! YES, I LOVE IT damn it. I know I'm blushing here but who cares? Fulksheet tong Zick nato ano na naman ba ito? Show? I stopped at the thought. Is it just a show? ' eh what about you Lexie you're the one who's crazy eh ' It was like I was slapped with the truth. Yes by the way I am just fooling him, but some part of me is telling that it is real and I am really confused right now. When the song ended, I immediately turned around and walked down to the mini stage they build. I have to get away with him because if not I might lose myself. I even heard Zick calling me but I just walked straight, I had no intention of looking back at him. I can not do it. "Lexie!" Zick grabbed my arm so he was automatically in front of me. "Did I do something wrong? Hey .." I appreciate what Zick did today, actually.  I averted his gaze. "Damn." He murmured. I heard him sigh heavily and he let go of my arm. "If that's because what happened a while ago, I'm sorry I just did it on purpose okay? Because that's what they said for audience impact. I didn't mean to offend you before. You might be shocked." "for audience impact .." "for audience impact .." "for audience impact .." "for audience impact .." 'Is that so?' I spoke to myself and shake my head in disappointment. It's my fault that I expect something about this gay. It was as if my heart was pounding at what I heard, if before I felt millions of voltages, now I feel millions of needles stuck in me. 'What now Lexie? Don't even expect it to come out and that man won't like you ' I smiled. A Fake one. "Hahaha, it's okay. So did the show you made, worked?" I emphasize the word 'show' and I laugh but it's a bit sarcastic, I don't know if he feels it too and I don't know why I'm acting so affected by his words damn it. "Lexie .."  I smiled. "A-All right I'll just look for Karlie, bye." I quickly turned around and walked away from him. In my third step, the tears that I had been holding back spontaneously came out. I stayed straight as I walked, I didn't want Zick to notice that I was moaning because I could still feel his gaze on my receding bulk. What now Lex? Where is your pride now? I put my hand at the part of my aching body my ' heart '. No ... I shook. Can not. Not allowed. And very impossible. But why the hell did I'm hurt and act this way? Yes, I'm hurt by his words that repeatedly replay in my brain, maybe it's my ego because I didn't hope that he might become a man and that I would beat my good friends at the bet? That's right Lexie, that's right. I shouldn't feel this way because what I'm doing to him is even worse because I can't accept if I lose our bet. Not now that I feel and I am asleep that I have won. But why this part of me that's feeling guilty? Natural Lex, you're a cheater. I sighed. I didn't realize that I had reached a relatively dark part of the sea. I hear a faint c***k, ghost? Nah that's a pure ballsheet. That is not true, what am I 8 years old? Duh? I just ignored that and focused on my meditation. I was in the middle of thinking when I felt the sharp object sticking to my back, it was too late for me to realize what it was. Twitter engulfed my system. "Just a shout miss and it will stab your body." My eyes widened in panic and I rolled my eyes around, no one would pass by here in the dark, I wanted to confuse myself why because I don't think there is possibly a bad feeling here in this art? Fulk. "T-Try to stab me with that and I'll put you in jail!" I insisted on it but I felt more scared when it laughed softly. Even his laughter was frightening. "Miss, I just want to taste the beautiful beauty, and ..." He looked at my whole being, and then I realized that I was still in two pieces with a jacket that was also missing to cover my visible thigh. I smell his gross breathing and I know this man is drunk. I'm really scared. "Ang sexy mo miss." I was about to scream when his knife sank into me. God. Can someone help me, please? Oh gosh. I don't want to die huhuhu. "I said don't shout, I won't hurt you if you just follow what I want miss hehe." I was even more nervous when he pulled me to the darker part. Oh my god. No. "Please have mercy, if you want me to give you more per ---" he buried the knife even more in my side because I grunted when I felt pain there. "I told you to shut up!" He pulled my hair causing me to look up, s**t my scalp like what time will it tear. I really cried when a drunken kiss tried to kiss me. I'm just avoiding avoidance. I tried to feel sorry but his right hand just covered my mouth while the left held the knife pointed at me. Am I going to die? No. I can't! Because of the nervousness and fear I felt I sobbed, I just avoided avoiding it when I felt another pain caused by the sharp knife carried by the drunkard but this time I knew it was deep because of the red liquid touched and I saw. Blood. I think... I think I'm gonna collapse right now .. Nahihilo na ako, no .. Oh god please not right now... I don't know but Zick just came to my mind,  Zick... Zick ... Zick... Please .. Help me... As if on cue I saw a bulk run towards here where we were standing and hope enveloped my entire system. I want to have fun but I can't. I'm losing strength and I'm dizzy, I don't know if it's because of the stab or because of my trauma, I remember the blood I saw again .. "Zick ....." I lost my strength as I lost consciousness and the drunk fell behind me. Thank you ... ZICK's POV I watched how Lexie's back moved away, the truth is that everything I said before was just nonsense because I was ashamed before so I said it all, even though I was surprised by the sudden movement of my body I don't know if why I did that. I was afraid earlier that Lexie might be angry with what I did so I just said that it was for the contest - to the person who wasn't really true. Maybe he was angry at what I did. I sighed. You idiot, Zick! Maybe he just wanted to be alone. But when I thought about it, I was suddenly nervous. I was grabbed by my chest. Am I feeling this? Oh my gosh. I looked again at what Lexie went through, that's how nervous I was when I saw it was dark there. s**t, you Zick! Why don't you stop! I was still running towards it at four o'clock, to my frustration I didn't know where he had gone! f**k I can't forgive myself when something bad happens to him. I tweaked my hair. Run here. Run there. Run here. Run there. Run here. Run there. I'm already sweating as I continue to feel the pain. Lexie where the heck are you? I just kept looking, I've been looking for almost half an hour but I can't even find Lexie's bulk! I stopped thinking about where he might go when I heard a faint c***k and sobbing that made my heart beat even more with excitement. That sound I can make sure is far away from here, no doubt I ran in the direction I think the voice came from. I'm sure Lexie was there because I could feel it. "Lexie .." Lexie I'm on my way. I saw a branch of a tree so I took it and cut it, in case of emergency. Bahala na. And I'm right. That's how hot and boiling my blood was when I saw an old man trying to kiss Lexie, my hand moved spontaneously and threw the branch next to the stone I found in the idiot so that's how it was caught I head over and fell asleep. I'm sure it's drunk because of the air I inhaled that left the stench of alcohol, but I was surprised when Lexie rocked it along with it. Shit.shit.shit! I quickly attended to Lex, good and I caught up. I breathed a sigh of relief-- I touched something wet, Lex didn't take a bath but ... f**k s**t. I reach my limit. I stood up and walked senseless towards that fuckin drunk man. I don't care if he's drunk and still unconscious f**k him. f**k him for hurting Lex! No one can hurt her! No one! I let myself be eaten up by anger. I kicked it hard on the side causing it to sting in pain. I kicked it when I was still not feeling well, I pulled its collar as fast as I could. I'm mad. I'm livid. And when I am like this I'm merciless. I want to hurt. I looked at the knife in front of me, maybe it's the one he used on Lexie. Lexie... He hurt her ... He hurt Lexie ... I pick the knife and hardly grab that f*****g drunkard's hair, it howls in pain. "Have mercy .." I smirked. "Do you feel sorry for that woman?" Holding my breath I pointed at Lexie. "You didn't right?" My vision darkened, and the next thing I knew the knife was buried in the man's body. "No one can hurt my Lexie ... No one because ... She's mine. " ~ LM ~
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