When I woke up, I could see the white ceiling was a bit blurry, the second time I flickered it was a bit blurry until I could see the white surroundings. Am I dead? How did I get to heaven eh the size of my sin on earth? I wanted to move but I couldn't and with the pain of my body especially my side, I remembered what happened to HV there at our retreat.
Si Z-Zick... Oh God please tell me he is safe, I want to know if that drunkard man hurt Zick! I've got to know. B-But how? I can't even move?
Lexie, don't be weak now please, I talk to myself. I closed my eyes again and woke up slowly as I felt myself try to move again. Undeterred I weakly looked around as one hand gripped my somewhat aching wound, the door opened and my mad and noisy friends spat out there.
"Waaaahhhh Lexieeeee" Yana.
"Lexieee is awake huhuhuhu" Amanda.
They ran in my direction and sat in the chairs there.
"How are you feeling Lex?" Meg spoke.
"Are you in pain Lexie?" Karlie's worried promise.
"Are you hungry?" Daisy.
I look at them wearing my poker face. I saw how they inhale and then ...
"WHAT !? WILL YOU ANSWER? OR WILL I HIT YOU THIS CHAIR AND WHEN YOU WAKE UP! ??" They shouted at the same time, so the door opened hoping that the person I wanted to see would come out there but that's how I was disappointed when the nurse came in to disobey my crazy friends who also immediately apologized.
"Tss, why aren't you talking there Lexie! Eh, we're worried about you and then you'll add more because you're not talking there!" High litany of girl Daisy. Isn't he out of breath? The gibberish really.
"Can't you ... L-Lexie has amnesia ...?" Suddenly, the formerly quiet Amanda spoke. I sighed deeply and blinked emphatically. God, please get these women out! On the second thought, don't worry, I'm not included here.
"Halaaa." Daisy.
*boink*
"It's Karlie! Why are you resisting there !?" Amanda sighed.
"Bobita, how can that be amnesia eh that was stabbed? And take note. On the side Amanda, on the side!"
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"What happened yesterday?" I closed my eyes. I saw how they look at each other and gulp, I just watched their reaction and it looks like my suspicion was correct but I was surprised by Meg's answer.
"It's your 5th day here Lex, since what happened you've been hospitalized." I gulped. Here it is ... You can do that Lexie.
"W-Who brought me here?" Lex why are you stuttering? Dang! Hopefully, they didn't notice.
"Fafa Zick is your girl, ayieee." Daisy immediately insisted and even poked my side so I winced in pain. This woman didn't she know I got stabbed!?
"Hey, Daisy don't you know Lexie's wound is there?" Yana waved at Daisy who immediately withdrew her hand.
"Hala. Lexie beh sorry naughty--"
"It's OK."
"Zick will be watching over you while we're not here Lex." Meg suddenly spoke, but that didn't surprise me. H-he's watching over... me? It was as if my stomach was being tickled. Damn.
"Is he okay?" Eh kasi naman.
"Ayyy .. Someone's worried about Zick" Amanda teased. I frowned because of it.
"Yeah, he's fine." But why I didn't show up right now? Maybe he already knew I was awake. I sigh, I don't think I slept for a long time, how did that happen? 'Yeah, by the way, I saw blood.'
It's good that he's okay.
The door opened again and I saw my unexpected visitor.
"Lex! I'm glad you're already awake!" He approached me. Tough.
"Who are you?" He stared at me in amazement and turned his eyes to my friends who pretended to be sad. Good. So we became friends because it was easy to get along and trust me the epic way he looked and he still looked diarrhea with panic as his eyes and nostrils slowly widened.
Pfffft . s**t. I want to laugh. My gaze remained serious on him.
"L-Lex, you must be worried about me! You can't forget your handsome one because we're sharing the same breath!" Buset andrama ng walanya!
"Huhuhu Twin remember me!"
Yes, yes. That one is my twin, even if it's embarrassing to admit. He's acting like a gay! A gay with a handsome face though.
"Hold on Ben, be strong." Giit ni Yana. I couldn't take it anymore and I laughed at the epic of the abnormals.
"HAHAHAHA" Ben looked at me confused now with almost a single creasing eyebrow line in annoyance.
"Are you guys joking me all around?" Alas, there we are again.
"Lex, tell me what happened." His command was authoritative. Hala.
"Uhm, please excuse us for a while he.he.he." And then my good friends left me alone here. When it's serious Ben-este kuya is scary. It's just because it's often serious tsk.
"Now what?" He crosses his arms and looks at me as if I have committed a crime.
I hate this side of him so I don't want it to be serious, even though we're only a minute apart, he's still my older brother.
For him to be quiet, I told him everything from the contest until my fainting.
"Who's this Zick?" I raised an eyebrow at his sudden question. I thought he would ask if the one who dared to stab me had been caught? I did not expect to ah.
"My friend and my classmate." It nods as it stares at me and seems to be scanning me. So what is he up to? Tss.
"Don't think of something else dear brother, a woman won't like that!" Annoyed I said.
"Eh, why are you shouting? Are you hurting, Ha?" He growled at me. I was stunned, shet. I immediately averted my gaze.
"Except if ... You hate the thought of 'Him' doesn't like girls?" He laughed, I threw a pillow at his face. That's good.
"Stop acting as if you know him do you?" Annoyed I promised, he raised his eyebrows.
"Did I?" He said innocently, tss this man was really moody lately, he's serious now, feeling innocent.
"You're so defensive twin, you're always noticed." I frown, what the hell is he talking about? He grinned and laughed out loud. Buset. Get rid of this man before my eyes get dark!
"What the hell Leiven Deen! The ing --- ahh. Fulk it hurts!." I closed my eyes tightly because of the sudden pain of my wound.
"F*ck. Lexie are you okay? Damn it." Ben's panic promises. It's his fault! I really stared.
"Damn really, it's your fault! Get your nose out of here." I turned my back on him and closed my eyes. I want to sleep, I don't want to see anything here either tss.
"Ouch, sis ah do you know I really came home from France for you? Huh?" I rolled my eyes heavenward, I didn't say a word anymore.
I heard the door open so I turned around at the door mabilis pa sa alas-kwatro along tumingin sa pintuan but it was just a nurse .. AGAIN.
"What is it and you're always out and in here!?" I sighed. Kainis eh!
"S-sorry, I left this." May kinuha ito sa table.
"I didn't mind if you're leaving already." I wrapped the blanket around my body in annoyance.
"Hey someone is waiting." Ben teased. Thank god I'm under this blanket because I'm sure I'm blushing with shame now.
Peste tong lalaki nato!
"Leave me alone!" I sighed.
"Okay okay." I can still feel the laughter when he says that. I heard the door open and close. I sighed heavily. Did I think he was the one who brought and took care of me here? Why until now I still don't see Zick here? Nakakainis naman eh. It was as if my heart was pounding. I can't deny that I am hoping him to be here because he saved me! I little bit disappointed. Yeah yeah, so what? He's just a gay!
I think he really doesn't care about me, it's his conscience bugging him for him to care for me and nothing else. 'why Lex, do you expect to go beyond that?' I shook. Not p-but at least right? Even if he's here, if I'm okay, even if it's just his conscience? A bead of tears dripped from my eyes, shet why am I so emotional lately?
I heard footsteps coming towards me.
"Ben, I said leave me alone. Is that hard to understand?" I stopped sobbing so that I would be laughed at again when I was empty.
"Oh sorry to disappoint you but I'm not the one you're expecting."
When I heard that familiar voice lingered in my ears, and my chest throbbed racing. 'What Lexie? That's what you've been waiting for, why do you look like a statue there? Move! 'I gulped many times. Hala.
I slowly removed the blanket from my face and slowly turned my back to confirm that it was real and not just a fantasy.
~ LM ~