I am fidgeting of nervousness and anxious of what is coming but it makes me a little bit down when I look at Tegan and saw him busy talking to his bodyguards. We fought this morning and his sulking because of me, well mostly it's my fault. He wants to go with me, but I said no because it can bring too much tension. We new to this, and I don't want him to witness my family problem. Not for now. He has also obligations and I took his time too much. Nahihirapan ako pero kakayanin namin to. We were just starting, bawal ang negative. So, we compromise. His bodyguard will drive me back. I can't say no to that. Si Paul ang pagda-drive sa akin. I stand straight when he walks to me and open the back seat. "Are you still mad?" he looks at me. "I'm not mad, I'm just disappointed. This is my cha

