I woke up without him by my side, I idle in my bed for a while before I decided to get up and start the day. I was ready to go out when my alarm rang. I stood in the middle of my room and bite my lower lip before getting my camera to set up. I lock my door just incase. I fix my dress and my wet hair, staring at the small red light. I tried to smile and clasp my hands together. "Hi" di pa ko nagsisimula, parang ayuko na but this is a must, one year ko na tong ginagawa, everyday or if it's too much for me and most part of it, recorded how I lost I am but this is the way I cope, even my psychologist makes me do this. "Nice to see you again.... Joey" I slowly said, I sigh and look away. Ugh, every time I do this, I can't help but it's either emotional or drained but today I don't know, I f

