Jazz: The Forceful Rhythm

Cuddles and Snuggles

Nagising si Jazz mula sa sinag ng araw na tumatama sa kanyang mukha. When she opened her eyes tumambad sa kanya ang glass door ng veranda. Mataas na ang sikat ng araw sa labas. Mukhang napasarap ang tulog niya kaya tinanghali siya ng gising. Iba din yung comfort kasi na naramdaman niya sa magdamag. Bukod pa sa hindi siya nabother ng mga panaginip niya.

Naalala niya ang mga nangyari kagabi. Yung vision niya na hindi niya maipaliwanag kung ano ang ibig sabihin. Kung sino ang mga taong yun. At si Justin...

He saw her in that state at hindi niya alam kung anong tumatakbo sa isip nito pagkatapos nitong masaksihan ang weird side niya. Will he still be able to let her continue her internship in his company after what he witnessed last night? Maaari kasing maconsider na psychologically problematic siya dahil sa mga panaginip at mga visions niya na pwedeng makapaapekto sa performance niya sa kumpanya. He needed to talk to him.

Nagtangkang bumangon si Jazz, pero hindi siya makabangon. Naramdaman niyang may mabigat na bagay ang nakadagan sa kanyang katawan. And she could also feel warm air touching her nape na para bang hininga ng kung sino. Kinapa niya ang bagay na nakadagan sa kanya. She felt strong muscles embracing her. Inangat niya ang kumot na nakabalot sa kanya. Nakita niyang may brasong nakayakap sa kanya at binting nakadantay sa kanya. Sa gulat niya ay napabalikwas siya ng bangon pero muli siyang hinila ng nagmamay-ari ng brasong iyon at muling ikinulong sa yakap.

"Dito ka lang muna. I just want to feel your warmth," she heard him whisper in her ears. She felt shivers when his breath fanned on her neck and nape.

Si Justin iyon! And they slept together last night! Pinakiramdaman niya ang sarili. May nangyari ba sa kanila kagabi? Was she that exhausted na wala na siyang matandaan sa mga nangyari? All she could remember was that after crying she fell asleep. Kinapa niya ang sarili, she's still wearing her pajamas. Even the buttons are still intact.

"Why are you sleeping in my room?" naibulalas niyang tanong dito.

"Baby, it's you who's sleeping in my room," he said huskily.

She looked around. Iba nga ang ayos ng silid na ito sa silid niya. Muli niyang tinangkang bumangon pero pinigilan ulit siya nito. Sahalip ay ipinihit siya nito paharap sa binata.

"I said stay a little longer. I love the feeling of you in my arms." At muli nitong hinigpitan ang yakap nito sa kanya.

Pinagmasdan niya ang mukha nito. He's so handsome especially in the morning. Kahit nakapikit ito ay nararamdaman pa rin niya ang commanding aura nito kaya nga di niya magawang kumawala dito. Seeing his bare face is so refreshing. Oh, how she wished this will be her view when waking up every morning!

Naiipit ang mga kamay niya sa pagitan nilang dalawa and she felt him topless. Di maiwasang mapadaiti ang mga kamay niya sa hubad nitong dibdib at madama ang init nito. She felt flushed. This is the first time na maging ganito siya ka intimate sa isang opposite s*x and why does it feel so right?

"Stop staring at me baby, unless you want a morning kiss from me." He was teasing her.

"I can't move, how can I not look at you?" she said, nag-iinit ang mga pisngi.

Inayos nito ang pwesto nila. Kinuha ang isa niyang kamay at inayos ang lapat sa dibdib nito habang ang isa naman niyang kamay ay iginiya nito payakap dito. Iniunan nito ang braso nito sa ulo niya kaya naman napasubsob na lang siya sa leeg nito. Ang binti nito ay yumakap naman sa ibabang bahagi ng kanyang katawan at lalo pa siyang idinikit sa katawan nito.

"Mmm... This feels much better." He said and kissed her forehead.

Their position is so intimate but it also felt comforting. Bakit nga ba hindi na lang muna niya hayaan ang moment na ito? Minsan lang naman mangyayari ito, hayaan na muna niya. Masarap sa pakiramdam ang mayakap ng taong mahal mo. Kahit hindi siya sigurado sa kung ano mang nararamdaman nito para sa kanya, hindi naman siguro masamang samantalahin ang mga ganitong pagkakataon. She didn't ask for it bagkus ay kusa nitong ibinigay kaya she'll just savor every moment of it.

Wala sa loob na napabuntunghininga siya. At dahil nga nakasubsob siya sa leeg nito ay di maiwasang dumampi ang mga labi niya sa balat nito. She felt him gulp. Ramdam niya sa kanyang labi ang pagbaba-taas ng adams apple ng binata.

"That tickles," he said huskily.

"Sorry," paanas niyang wika.

"What if I didn't want you to be sorry?" He bent down his head and looked in her eyes.

She was mesmerized by those eyes. She can clearly see his desire for her, but there is also tenderness. She felt his hardness in between them but she didn't try to budge. Tila siya nalulunod sa matiim na pagtitig ng binata sa kanya at wala siyang magawa kundi ang magpatangay na lamang.

Justin felt the urge to kiss her. It was so intense, it would drive him crazy if he didn't. He whispered to her, "Just a taste, baby, please...." And with that, he dipped his head towards her and claimed her lips to a hot but tender kiss.

Jazz accepted the kiss wholeheartedly. It's as if she's been anticipating this to happen. And honestly, she missed his kisses! He nibbled on her lips, slightly biting them, making her moan. Justin took that chance to deepen the kiss and thrusts his tongue to the insides of her mouth, exploring what's within.

Parang nalulunod ang pakiramdam ni Jazz at naghanap ng makakapitan ang kamay niya. Dahil sa tindi ng sensasyong nararamdaman niya ay napasabunot siya sa buhok ng binata. In between those kisses, her moan escaped!

Justin wanted to go a little further but he doesn't want to rush Jazz. Even though it is evident that they both desire each other pero alam niyang reserved pa din ang dalaga. And although he doesn't want this to end but he has to let her go or else he'll totally devour her and if it happens, this time baka di na niya mapigilan ang sarili at tuluyan nang angkinin ang dalaga. Reluctantly, he let go of her lips.

"That was wonderful, baby!" he said.

She was blushing when he looked at her. How she easily gave in to his kisses! But what can she do when it's him she's yearning for. It's him that her heart desires!

He once again kissed her in the forehead before hugging her tightly again. "How I wished this would not end," he whispered.

She didn't reply. She cannot utter any words that will describe what she's feeling right now. All she knows is that she loves the feeling of being in his arms. And that, oh God, she really does love the man! Besides, if she speaks about her true feelings right now, baka biglang mawala ang magical moment na meron sila ngayon. Kahit naman nagpapakita ng affection sa kanya ang binata pero wala naman itong sinasabing kahit ano tungkol sa totoong nararamdaman nito para sa kanya. Not because he kissed her doesn't mean they have the same feelings already. She doesn't have the courage to ask because she doesn't have the courage to even know what's on his mind.

The thought of him not having the same feelings with her makes her heart sad and she felt a tear fall down. She closed her eyes to suppress her tears and snuggled closer to him. Surely, you can't have your cake and eat it but at least she can have these memories to keep once they separate their ways.

She heard him chuckle, "I like that. Let's do more cuddles and snuggles while we're here."

She couldn't agreed more. Maybe, she can consider staying here for another week and be with him a little longer...