Kabanata 32 Ziggy became cold. Everyone seems distant to me maliban kay Mapsy na walang kaalam-alam sa nangyayari. Hindi ko alam paanong nagbago. Ang pakikitungo nila kay Zederick ay nagbago rin, tila naging mas pormal at maingat sila. Tuloy pa rin ang planning. Sa katunayan, malapit nang mabuo ang desenyo ng gagawing mountain resort. Binibilisan na ng team para masimulan na ang construction. Hindi ko na alam saan ilulugar ang sarili ko. I am that Anselah again, struggling to find space in this world. I don't want to be alone again. I need this family. Sa loob ng tatlong taon naranasan ko kung paano magkaroon ng pamilya. It was like having someone behind your back always, people who would include you and never left you out. They never treated me any less. May lungkot man sa mga nakalipa

