Kabanata 45
"Ready"
I am frustrated. After the talk with Bettina mas nadagdagan lang yata ang iniisip ko. Now, I am frustrated with everything. Wala bang puwedeng gawin para matapos na ‘to? Can this still be resolved, so everyone will stop hurting?
While driving, Zede keep on glancing my way. He has a lot of unspoken questions, but he stayed quit hanggang sa makabalik kami ng Casa. I have a lot in mind too na nalilito na ako alin ba ang problema sa hindi. Kalat ang isip ko kaya mas lalo akong naging unproductive. Nauubos ang enerhiya ko sa kakaisip.
Days went on. Sa loob ng isang linggo pakiramdam ko nakikipag-kompetensya ako kay Rovissa. Para na naming pinag-aagawan si Mapsy. It is like we want to show Mapsy and even everyone around us who is the deserving mother. I remained silent. H
