Kabanata 25
I kneeled in front of the baby's breath I planted and cultivated over the years. This is where they buried my child. Marahan ko itong pinasadahan ng mga daliri ko. Sunod-sunod ang pagpatak ng mga luha ko.
I remember now. Naalala ko na ang nakaraan ko. Dapat masaya ako, dapat mawala ang nakadagan sa dibdib ko... but no, mas lalong masakit. Mas lalong bumigat ang pakiramdam ko.
"I'm sorry..." I mumbled. "I am sorry, baby, hindi ko alam."
Hindi ka dapat nawala. By now, I could have watch you running free, playing and smiling brightly. I could have carried you in my arms while you cry because you scrape your knee. I could have tuck you to bed and make sure you sleep sound at night.
"I am sorry..."
My heart is breaking and I don't know if it will ever heal. Sa ngayon puro saki
