The lost Heart(CASTELLANOS SERIES#1)

"Out mo na?"Klenie asked she's co-nurse, I smiled at her "Oh yeah, ikaw?"I asked her back,We're here in our locker, I'm fixing my things because I'm out and I'm also waiting for Nimzie to come out so I can have someone with me "Yep,Are you waiting Nurse nimzie, I heard mamaya pa sya mag o-out dahil may operation pa sila"Klenie said "Do you want to come with me?" "Where are you going?" I asked her while she's busy to put some on her locker "Mall,May bibilhin kasi ako,ikaw baka may bibilhin karin sabay na tayo para may kasama kana at ako"She gave me genuine smile,I chuckled "Sure,gusto ko rin mag libot-libot kaso laging busy sila Nimzie and niki also xeus,I can't go to mall alone"I chuckled "Sge,wait lang ilock ko lang locker ko" I nodded at her " tara na" We walked in the hospital hallway, we went out, when we finished going out, we went out of the hospital, we put alcohol first and rubbed our clothes because we might get the virus earlier in the hospital. She got in her car so I also got in and followed her car to the mall, she stopped her car in front of the mall, so I also set aside my expenses with her, she came out so I also went out I removed my coat and fixed it first I wore a Mint Blue Mini skirt and Sleeves croptop and my messy bun hair  "Let's go"Aya nya saakin at sabay na kami nag lakad,nang makapasok kami nag aya sya agad syang pumunta sa shop so i decided to followed her,dahil baka may magustuhan din akong bilhin "Oh wait,may pupuntahan lang ako just text me kapag tapos kana mamili"I told her,she told me 'take care'so i smiled at her before walked to go NBS Habang namimili ako ng books at supplies ko,i heard my phone rangs, tinignan ko kung sino ang tumawag  "Hello"I said ["Where are you?, I'm here in hospital I'll lick you up and nimzie,but you're not here,so where are you?"]he asked me,I'llgoto counter to pay my books and supplies "Mall,Meron pang operation sila nimzie kaya hinde kona hinintay, I'm with klenie" I said,at kinuha yung wallet sa bag ko,at inabot sa cashier,binigay nya yung sukli at yung paper bag ng NBS "Thank you" She smiled at me,lumabas nako ng NBS  ["Bye, I'm driving na,take care"]paalam ni xeus nag paalam narin ako at bumalik dun sa kung saan ko iniwan si Klenie,I saw her na nasa cashier na sya,so hinintay ko muna sya sa couch  "Let's go?"Klenie asked me,and I nodded at her,We walked outside the chanel shop "Are you buy something or what?,Kasi i need to go na, Hinihintay nako nila xeus sorry"I asked her " Oh it's ok,I need to go narin,may family dinner pakami,sabay na tayo lumabas"I nodded at her at naglakad na kami sa exit,paglabas namin nag paalam na kami sa isat isa at pumasok sakanyang kanyang kotse "Kumain kana"Bungad saakin ni Niki na nanonood ng netflix na sa sala sya,lumapit ako sakanya at humalik sa pisnge nya "Umuwi na sila xeus at nimzie?"I asked her "Hinde pa"I nodded at her "Oh ayan na pala sila" napatingin ako sa pinto ng bumungad si nimzie nasa likod nya si Xeus "Kakarating mo lang?"Nimzie asked me,I nod "Bakit ngayon lang kayo?"Tanong ko kay nimzie,pinakita naman nya yung hawak nya "Jollibee?"I asked her "Nag drive thru,nalang kami tinatamad ako mag luto,atsaka wala na kaming makita na pwedeng bilhan ng pagkain so jollibee nalang binili namin"Nimzie said,nag paalam ako sakanila na mag bibihis lang pagkapasok ko sa kwarto,hinubad ko agad ang sapatos ko at kumuha ng towel,pumasok agad ako sa Bathroom at naligo "I saw Xendra's post"Basag ni niki sa katahimikan napatingin naman kami sakanya "Anong post?"tanong ko "Hinde nyo nakita?,Engage na sya"Napakunot ang noo namin,at napatingin kay xeus,kunot din ang noo nya "Engage?,What the hell"Xeus shout "Hey kumalma ka nga" pag papakalma ko "Ang bata pa ni Xendra dba?, She's 22... I guess"Nimzie said "Padalos dalos naman sya ng desisyon engage agad"I said "I don't know nakita ko lang yung singsing sa kamay nya"Niki said while eating burger "Baka naman binili nya lang tapos kunwari binigay sakanya"singit ni nimzie,napataas naman yung kilay ni Niki "Pano kapag binigay talaga,pag inggit pikit"Asar ni Niki kay nimzie " Dzuhh,mas bongga pa yung singsing na ibibigay saakin ng future ko"mataray na wika ni nimzie kay niki "Bongga?,baka tag piso"tumawa kaming dalawa ni niki at nag apir pa, tahimik lang na kumakain si xeus "Your so mean"Nimzie rolled her eyes "Xeus,kailan mo balak mag pakilala ng girlfriend saamin?"tanong ni niki kay xeus, napatingin naman sakanya si xeus "Ikaw kailan mo balak mag move on sa ex mong babaero?"banat din ni xeus napatawa naman kami,sinamaan naman sya ng tingin ni niki "Ikaw niki kailan mo balak pakawalan ang ex mong iniwan ka sa ere?"Sinamaan ng tingin ni niki si nimzie "Kapag nag pakita daw sasampalin nya ng mag asawang sampal,at ipapa abang nya sa kanto"natatawang usal ko tinawanan nya kami ng sarkatisko "ikaw nimzie kailan mo balak mag bayad ng utang?"tanong ni xeus kay nimzie,nabulunan naman si nimzie "Parang tanga,kumakain tayo isisingit mo yung utang,para kang others" saad ni nimzie "Ikaw Xeus kailan mo din ako balak bayaran"saad din ni Niki "Utang ka jan,nagbayad nako oyy, masyado kang nawiwili kaka singil saakin tapos na kitang bayaran"saad ni xeus sa kanya "Anong tapos?,May utang ka pa sakin,kakabayad mo palang nangutang ka ulit saakin,binalik kolang yung binayad mo saakin"wika naman ni niki,napatawa naman kami "Alam ko nag bayad nako ei"parang di makapaniwalang usal ni xeus " Oh dba,ulyanin kana talaga"wika ni niki Pagtapos namin kumain nag pahinga muna ako at umakyat agad sa kwarto ko dahil nag sisingilan na silang tatlo sa utang nila Before I went to sleep, I brushed my teeth first and did Inst. First because I couldn't fall asleep right away, I just watched yt and we went to sleep after "You're so early" kate opened up to me, she's my co-nurse I'm going to change now at the nurse station, I'm now scheduled to find out which room the patients are  "Maaga gising" I said and put my things on the desk, she laughed "I see" she chuckled, I looked at the nurses passing by, they greet us so we also greet, I was ahead of nimzie because she was on later "Alis na ko,See you Nurse Zen"paalam nya saakin,tumango ako at kumaway sakanya,pumwesto na ko sa Records/patient list Nag simula nakong mag trabaho hanggang sa dumating yung lunch break Inaayos ko ang gamit ko dahil mag l-lunch ako,nagulat ako ng biglang may tumakip sa mata ko,pinalo ko tuloy, narinig ko syang tumawa "Hinde kita nakita kahapon,day off mo?"tanong ko sakanya,at nilagay sa balikat yung bag ko,ningitian nya naman ako at tumango "I need to some break you know, I'm always busy" Saad nya,napatawa naman ako "Buti nga naisipan mong mag day off, Workaholic ka kasi" I said we went out of the nurse station together, I waited for Samuel first, because he was the one to replace me, he was the first to have lunch, we can't be together because no one will take care of it at the nurse station  "Let's go, I'll treat you, tutal you miss me naman "mapang asar na wika ni Damiel, inirapan ko sya "Miss ka dyan,tadyak gusto mo?"Tanong ko sakanya,at inaastang tatadyakan sya,natawa naman sya at lumayo saakin "Why you're always hurt me?"Makahulugang wika nya,napakunot ang noo ko " Pinagsha-shabu mo?"tanong ko,tumawa naman sya,nakita ko nanan na palapit na si Samuel at may makahulugang tingin saakin,nangunot ang noo ko "Oh let's go nandyan na si Samuel"saad ko "kain muna kami"paalam ko "Enjoy Doc.Damiel at Nurse Zen"makahulugan nyang wika,tumawa naman si Damiel "Pinagsasabi mo din?"saad ko ng nakakunot ang noo " Wala sabi ko alis na"he smiled and told me go to my locker first to put my things, we told him to go to the canteen, the food in the canteen is free so we can eat at least but we have to be fair "Doc.Damiel,mukhang maganda mood natin ah"asar ng Co-doctor ni Damiel, napatawa naman si damiel "parang always naman maganda ang mood ni doc, tuwing kasama nga lang si nurse zen"nagtawanan ang mga doctor na kasamahan ni damiel, napatawa nadin ako "Hinde naman po doc,Siguro ganyan lang talaga yan" I said goodbye to them and damiel because I was there to table with my co-nurses, I looked at them with crazy smiles, I ordered first and went back to our table " Yieeee,kayo naba ni doc?"asar na tanong ni Sandie,napatawa naman akoat sumubo sa pagkain ko "Baliw,hinde noe"saad ko " Hinde daw,chismis na sa buong hospital na kayo na, yieeee how's sweet"Valerie said, I slapped her arm, we were joking like that because we didn't have anyone to slapped her arm, she just laughed "Anong sweet,sa trabaho lang"saad ko,baka kung makita lang nila kami mag bugbugan kapag wala sa trabaho "Yieeee,may label naba kayo?"Tanong ni Jonah,napatawa ako habang kumakain "Anong label teh?,yung iba nga walang label pero nag k-kiss"wika ni Milo  "Kiss ka jan,inggit kalang kasi meron si zen na doc damiel,ei ikaw kailan ka mag kakaron ng damiel?"Pataray na wika ni valerie kay milo,napataas naman kilay ni milo "Excuse me,wala nga kong damiel pero meron akong jowa,ikaw meron?" Banat ni milo kay valerie napatawa naman yung iba sakanila,tinuloy ko nalang ang pagkain ko "Wala pero, masyado nakong maganda para magkajowa" banat din ni valerie,umastang nasusuka si milo "Saan banda?" tanong ni milo,sinamaan naman sya ng tingin ni valerie "Awat na yan,baka dumating pa si Nurse Oh,paniguradong lagot kayo"Natatawang wika ni Jonah sa dalawa,nag apir pa sila ni Sandie,mga baliw talaga After we ate, we went back to her and we posted, I did the same, but when the afternoon came, more and more people rushed, so there were also more relatives who came to the nurse station to ask questions and sometimes I also help those who start in the ER After I was off I went home immediately and didn't eating,dahil busog naman ako at wala din akong ganang kumain I went up to my room and arranged my things first, I took a towel and went into the bathroom, After I Shower I lay down in my bed I first watched netflix because I couldn't sleep, I turned off what I was watching first and went down because I want something to eat I go to the kitchen and go to the refrigerator I just look for something I can eat while I'm watching netflix Until I saw something I can eat, I also took some juice and put it on the tray because I can't I put it on the tray, I put the food I got as well as the juice, I also took some water. I went up to my room, I opened it first before I sat on my couch, I put the tray on the coffee table and folded it again. I watched until I finished and ran out of food, I put it away and tomorrow I'll just return the tray again. I went into my Bathroom and brushed my teeth. After brush my teeth I lay down in my bed and I closed my eyes