Resurgence

CHAPTER 04

Astrid Xenia's Point of View

"Wait a minute, master. Is it really true that your lover, Aizen is still a baby?!" - Freya exclaimed and I just nod my head as I sip tea from my favorite cup. 

"So, you are reincarnated years advanced than him? Wait, come to think of it, would it really be awkward if you are years older than him when you meet and when you get back together?" - Rempo

"Oh s**t so, technically our master is going to be 40 years old when Aizen is already on the right age!" - Astro

"Oww that's not so cool!" - Grock

"Pakamatay nalang tayo ulit, master para naman mas bata ka kaysa kay Aizen" - Khufra exclaimed which made me almost choke of the tea I was drinking. He being the ice guardian and, Aizen's protector, he really can be stupid sometimes. tsk naiwan siguro sa kabilang buhay ang utak niya. 

Huminga ako ng malalim tska ko binaba ang tasang hawak hawak ko at diretso ko silang tiningnan. 

"Are you not aware that if I intentionally killed myself then it will take another decades for me to reincarnate? If that happens then Aizen will not be able to remember me and he may have another lover in this life. You know how possessive I get when it comes to him right? since we are all together since the start of time" - seryoso kong saad at kitang-kita ko ang pilit na pagtawa ni Khufra dahil siya lang naman ang pinapatamaan ko.

Well, I really don't care if I am the first one to be reincarnated in this life. When I turn twenty, my body will already stop growing, and technically mine and Aizen's soul is of the same age although our physical bodies aren't.

Knowing the fact that he is still a baby makes me happy at some point because first, I was not too late to remember that he is that 'thing' who actually makes me feel incomplete although I regained the memories of my past life. Second is that I still got lots of time to fix this place at least half of it. And when I decided to bring him here, then everything is going to be fine. I know that it is impossible to get rid of the darkness in that span of time since there are really a lot of them, I am still able to cut them into half and at least restore the wall that protects the land of Thundra from the monsters and demons.

Not to mention, so that those annoying inhabitants of this land will go back to their usual living, hindi yung tago sila ng tago.

I know that they are partially at fault while the monsters and demons ran rampant and multiplied but that's human beings. They are filled with lust, greed, envy, lies etc. and those desires and temptations governed them because first the primos disappeared into thin air, second the light slowly faded and lost it's power because of the extreme darkness around the place.

"What are you thinking now, master? You are not thinking of k********g the baby right?" - Igneous suddenly blurted out which made me glare at him.

Seriously? Ganon ba kasama ang tingin niya saakin?

"Pfft. Igneous, our master will not do that. You know that behind that cold attitude of hers lies a sweet and caring one" - Naelyon exclaimed and before he could even start laughing his ass off ay agad kong hinagis sakanya ang flower vase na nasa gitna ng lamesa. Pero agad din naman niyang nasalo yun gamit ang kapanyarihan niya. Tsk without that power of his alam kong sapol sana yun sa mukha niya.

They should already by now how much I damn f*cking hate saying that I am a sweet and caring woman. It just makes me cringe.

"So, what are your plans now Master?" - Slyfer suddenly asked. Of course he is curious because he already asked the same question on our way back but I told him that I'll reveal my plan when we return to our home.

And now we're back, it seems like he is getting impatient.

"It is simple, first is we need watch over him as he grows up. Second Make him experience or at least see what happened before through dreams and third I will give him at least a replica of the things we treasure in our past lives." - simple saad ko kasabay ng paggamit ko ng kapanyarihan ko upang mag create ng isang parang mirror kung saan nakikita ko kung anong ginagawa ng batang Aizen.

It is because I planted a bit of my power in that house for me to at least monitor what he is doing. Well, I am just excited to see how he grows up into a man.

"By making him experience the past, you don't mean that we are going to make him dream all that happened in the past generations?" - Freya asked which instantly made me grin. Well, for the first time, someone got what I am thinking.

"Wait! But we cannot do that without a mediator!" - Grock exclaimed. Well he is right at that. I cannot use my powers directly to make him remember everything. That will actually worsen the curse, it is either my soul will be broken or his. 

"Well, that's when the medium comes in. I will make a book that contains the story of what happened in the past generations. Any one of you will have to give it to a family member of Aizen and of course, you need to inform him about what's that book's for. That will not worsen the curse since I am not using my powers or even directly using it to make him remember everything" - saad ko at pinagmasdan ko ang nagsisimula nang maglikot na batang Aizen.

The book I will make will make him remember bits by bits the memories we had in the past. And that will also be an experiment on how far he can actually remember or if that memory will actually retain on his mind. 

I am going to make sure that this curse I have will be lifted earlier this time. I am already sick and tired of this punishment, can't the heavens really understand that they are the ones who given me the feeling of loving? tsk they could have just removed all my emotions when they first sent me here. Tsk in this life I will totally break this stupid curse we have at the same time I will seal and make those monsters weaker than they ever had.