Love Will Never End
After the scenery and a bit nervous because of the text that I received earlier. What the... I'm idiot, why I didn't check my books before I go home?
Kumain kami sa hapag ngayon, kasama ko na sila Mama, and Papa, and Buena.
"Are you okay, Sis?" While we're eating, tahimik lang kase ako while thinking my book that I got lost.
"Hmm, yes," I lied.
"Your exam, anak? How was it?" Papa asked.
"Okay lang, Pa, nakapag-exam naman ng mabuti," sagot ko bago sumubo sa pagkain.
"That's good to hear, anak, I know you can pass your exam," Mama, said and smiled.
"How about you, Buena, anak?" Papa asked again, about Buena's examination.
"All are good, the exam results will be release next week," she smiled, bakit kaya masaya ito?
"Sana ma pasa niyo, para makapag-bonding tayo sa beach, kapagod sa trabaho, at nag-aaral pa kayo, I just want to give us time for the tiring day, para makapag-relax tayo," she always like that, sa tuwing ma-passed namin ang exam, gusto ni, Mama, na mag bonding kami, para daw hindi kami ma-stress, o makapag-relax man lang.
"Yeah, I liked your idea always, Love," Papa said and kissed her on the forehead, kinilig naman si, Mama.
"Papa, you're so sweet," we laughed in Buena's words.
Ng natapos ang kainan namin, pumunta na kami sa kaniyang-kaniyang kuwarto.
• • •
Tapos na akong maligo, and nag-basa nalang ako ng Romance Novel, para mag-hintay na antokin, hindi ako inaantok while thinking about my book.
Paano kung ayaw niya 'yon ibigay?
Sino kaya siya?
Bakit niya nahanap ang dilim ng parte na 'yon sa hagdanan.
Lalaki, o babae?
While thinking nagulat ako dahil sa katok na 'yon. Halatang si Buena, 'to.
I opened the door, and I knew it, she is, may kailangan 'to, o may sabihin panigurado.
"Bakit?" I asked, while looking at her hands, she's holding an mini-sky-blue-box.
"Bigay ko sayo, regalo, kase nakapag-exam ka," nilagay niya 'yon sa kama ko, katabi sa libro na binasa ko.
"Thank you, kumusta lakad niyo ni Tavi?"
"Having a good day, kini-kilig ako lage pag-kasama siya. He's really good kung paano ako suyuin. Yes, he's old, but, kaya niya akong pantayan, you think magtagal kami?" Sabi niya't namula, at tumawa. She looked happy today.
"Magtagal siguro. Ang blooming mo naman pag masaya ka," I looked at her face. Blooming siya ngayon. Maganda naman siya, pero mas lalong gumanda, may nilagay ata sa mukha.
Namula siya sa sinabi ko't...
"Natural lang 'yan, sige na, alis na'ko, gamitin mo 'yan bukas, mag-make-up session tayo tomorrow, para mas lalo ka gaganda," at binuksan ang pintuan bago niya isinara, nag flying kissed pa siya.
My forehead creased, when I looked at the box named: Colourette.
I opened the box, set of different make-ups. Wala akong make-up, saming dalawa si Buena ang pinaka mahilig, kahit mas matanda pa ako sa kaniya.
Parang matanda pa siya sakin huh?
After I checked the different make-up, I closed it, and place it to my study table.
Bumalik ako sa kama, bago pa ako maka-higa, I received a message again, I grabbed my iPhone beside me, and read the message.
Unknown Number:
Miss, you are just putting your address, the number, and the gender without your name, but please... Get your book, what I texted to you earlier where's my department are.
Ang naka-kita ng libro ko, again. Bukas, kunin ko talaga 'yon. Dahil kailangan ko 'yon.
Ganun ako sa mga libro ko, hindi ko sinu-sulat ang pangalan, just the; contact number, address, and gender, incase of emergency, I could possibly label a name on my books, but if they know my just 'Name' baka hindi nila isuli kung mawala ko 'yon.
I suddenly composed a message it said: 'Thank you, see you tomorrow.'
Ngunit nag ring ang cellphone ko. Kaya hindi na send.
I read the number, siya parin 'yon, bakit siya tumawag?
Without thinking ended the call, I answered the call.
"Hmm... Hi." I said.
Tahimik ang background.
"Hello?" I said again, tahimik niya kase.
"Hello," my eyes widened because of his sounds. His. A man?
His voice was matured, airy, and husky. Lasing ba siya?
Hindi ko alam anong sasabihin, nahiya ako.
I count one hundred, before I speak.
Hindi niya pinatay ang tawag.
"T-thank you, d-dahil nakita mo, kunin ko bukas sa room niyo," bakit na-uutal ako? Hindi niya naman siguro niya mahalata kase parang lasing siya.
God, my hands are shaking, and I'm stuttering. Calm down, Ai.
"Hmm?" Parang hindi niya narinig ang boses ko. Mas lalo lang na-nginig ang kamay ko sa response niya, lasing ba'to?
"Kunin ko bukas ang libro ko," I said again. Baka hindi niya 'ko narinig.
"I know, see you tomorrow," he whispered, bakit sarap pakinggan boses niya?
Shit.
"Sige, thank you again, bye!" I bit my lip, hindi ko alam paano ibaba ang tawag gayo'y parang wala siyang plano ibaba, dahil sa tahimik siya.
"Hmm, bye," he said, and I hang up the call.
Bakit gano'n siya? Lasing ba'yon, infairness, maganda boses, parang singer, and matured at the same time, I think hindi siya pala-salita.
I still think about him, what should I say if he's infront of me tomorrow. I advance thinking, I don't want audial sounds stuttering tomorrow, so I must say practice-in-mind the words when I can face him.
Pagka-tapos mag-isip ng sabihin, naka-higa na ako sa kama, hindi na ako nag-basa dahil tinamad na ako, pero hindi maka-tulog.
I looked at the window illuminated by the moon, and I can saw the star luster from here.
My dimmed room, was silent, and cold, out of boredom I get up, and get my loptop. I went back to my bed, and lay in.
I browsing, I searched at the tab: PornHub, and clicked the 'search' and videos appear.
I'm not innocent. I've seen, bold, pornhub, since first-year-college.
Influence by: Royala Rasey Feguero, inshort-- 'Roca'.
Manuod ako sa tuwing hindi inaantok, at kapag walang magawa sa bahay, and if boredom strike on me.
I plugged the ear-piece on my ears, and clicked the high volume, and scrolling down chosing a videos.
The video start, it took easily one-minute the groans, and the moans start.
Kitang-kita ko kung gaano nasarapan ang babae, dahil sa bilis gumalaw sa lalaki.
Pikit matang, at kagat labing umungol ang babae.
When the boy flipped her body so he can face her back, he entered again, and slammed his body rapidly.
Damn...
I crossed my legs, because I felt something in me.
After watching more than 'ten-videos' I felt my eyes eager to close, I closed my McBook, and place it to my study table, and sleep.
• • •
I woke up very late, since I don't have a class today, I fulfill my promise to Roca that after the exam we go to the café to celebrate for--I passed the audition.
Siguro pagka-tapos ng exam niya. Dahil kahapon, A-E, ngayon F-L, sakanilang umaga, start at eight AM to one PM.
I still have a plan to get up, because of the book, maybe after the lunch? Ayaw 'kong maka-istorbo, kung sa lunch ako pupunta kung saan kuma-kain ang tao, at baka hindi ko 'rin siya maabutan. So, it'd be better sa class, baka wala silang professor dahil 'Examination Day' ngayon.
'Respect people's time. If you know the exact time and the means, then adjust.'
Tapos na akong maligo at kumain.
Buena enter my room, and then she put her things on my bed, and we commence our make-up session for today, we've been so 'maarte' when it comes we have a new things, so that, anong gamit sa pagbili ng bago, kung hindi gamitin agad?
Oh, crop! If I were you, I will use it.
"May lakad kaba? Mukhang napa-sobra-ganda mo ngayon?" I asked to Buena.
"Yes, I and with, Tavi, again," she said, while she put the mascara on her eyes.
"Why?"
"He's busy at work, he said that after spending our time, aalis na siya papunta sa California, para sa business. I'm done," and then she put the make-up on her make-up box, after she done her make-up session.
"Hmm, 'kay," tapos na'rin ako sa ginawa 'ko.
I wore an, Eighth Mermaid Carmen in Limited Edition Gardena. I looked at my feature, just light make-up, I look like going to beach, and have a meeting to someone. With my Céline Trio Bag in Smooth Lambskin.
Kadalasan si, Mama ang mag-regalo sa bags namin ni, Buena. Fashionable kase si, Mama.
Gusto ko lang naman mag-ayos dahil wala naman akong klase, at nakaka-pagod susuotin ang uniform.
Kahit back-less dress ang suot ko, hindi naman medyo makita dahil sa natural na umaalon kong buhok, at sa haba.
Mag-kakape lang kami ni Roca. Tapos ganito na suot ko.
Dad dropped me outside of the gate, lumabas na'ko at nag paalam kina, Mama, at Papa, and Buena also, sasama si Buena sa kanila, pupunta sa building, late pa sila, Mama, at Papa.
Before I could close the car door, Papa said:
"Ingat ka anak, sobrang ganda mo pa naman ngayon."
"Yeah, she looked so gorgeous, mana sa'kin," Mama said.
"Bye, Sis, yes, you looked so morena and gorgeous, laters!"
I laughed at them, and I waved my right-hand at them.
Pumunta na mona ako sa library para mag-basa ng random books, while waiting after the lunch.
I looked at the time on my phone...
Three hours to go.
Umupo na ako, at nag-basa na.
After the two hours, Roca texted me na, around 2 PM na siya sisiput dahil mag checking pa raw sila.
I replied; "Okay."
But then when the after lunch came, tumayo na ako at nag simula na mag lakad, malayo ang department nila, dahil three blocks pa ang daanin bago sa particular department room nila.
I reached the first floor of the BS Criminology Department, pumunta ako sa guard, I asked where the Room of the S-A001.
Then he said; Second Floor, Last room.
Ng naka-tungtong sa second floor, nakita ko ang first room, naka-lagay na S-G007.
Kaya nag patuloy ako, kadalasan sa loob halos kalalakihan, may mga babae kaso bilang lang sa kamay.
I wonder why other women are so brave to take, and get this course.
Walang kina-katakotan. At, bakit naman sila matatakot? Bakit ko pa pino-problema? Ang mahalaga makuha ko ang libro.
I didn't stop walking, I continue, and stop when I reached the last room. I saw the section name, and roaming my eyes inside.
Daming lalaki, bilang sa kamay ang babae.
I thought they have 'Examination', but I was wrong. But their professor is in front of them, and they were listening.
Nakinig at tumingin lang ako, hindi naman nila ako mapansin dahil nasa gilid at sobrang seryoso nila.
"Article 83. Suspension of the execution of the death sentence. - The death sentence shall not be inflicted upon a woman within the three years next following the date of the sentence or while she is pregnant, nor upon any person over seventy years of age. In this last case, the death sentence shall be commuted to the penalty of reclusion perpetua with the accessory penalties provided in Article 40." Professor said about their topics. Hindi ko alam kung Professor ba, o Police, dahil sa uniform niya.
"Okay, for the recit who can elaborate, in Article 40, you can get from me a 100 plus points, if you know, raise your right-hand." Prof said.
At madaming nag taas-kamay, at nilibot naman niya ang kaniya mata, para makita at kung sino, pero pinili niya ang hindi nag-taas kamay.
Really? Paano nalang kaya ang nag-taas kamay?
Nakaka-ngalay kaya.
"At the back, who wearing Black Jacket. Stand up, and elaborate Article 40." Turo ni Prof sa lalaki na nasa likod, nakita ko at naka-talikod ang lalaki.
Tumayo ang lalaki't...
"Article 40. Death; Its accessory penalties. - The death penalty, when it is not executed by reason of commutation or pardon shall carry with it that of perpetual absolute disqualification and that of civil interdiction during thirty years following the date sentence, unless such accessory penalties have been expressly remitted in the pardon." At umupo siya.
Hindi ko mapigilan mamangha. Alam ko mahirap ang kurso na'to, pero alam ko na pagod 'din ang kinalabasan sa kanila dahil sa mga batas na kailangan nilang matutunan.
Wrong timing ang pag punta ko dito, hindi pwedeng manuod at titingin sa kanila mag-damag. Bago pa ako maka-alis narinig ko ang prof nila.
"That's good audial, sit down. Oh, who are you, Miss?" Nakita ako ng prof nila, at napalingon ako sa loob ng room, at nakita silang lahat napa-lingon sa'kin.
Beat. Nakakahiya.
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!: Grammatical error.
!: Language has not for the rights.
!: Spellings is not on the right spot.
" If you have deductions, 'bout my words, just say it, and we know we're not perfect to judge one another, might as well, you can direct message me, for good, and rants there, so we can clear in all aspects, what's your motives or purposes is. 'I believe that there's no room for the improvement, if you wanted to pursue, then try it.' "