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It's been one hell week for me. It's been one week since I lost two important people in my life. I lost the one I love so much and I lost my child without even knowing that I had until that very tragic day.
I didn't know that she was pregnant. I didn't know that she was carrying my child. Nalaman ko nalang ito noong huli na.
I didn't want to lose my child but I can't afford to lose Daphne too. Hindi dahil nakokonsensya ako sa lahat ng kagaguhan na ginawa ko sa kanya but because I cannot afford to lose her. Dahil ikalulugmok ko kapag mawawala siya sa buhay ko.
After when she found out that she lose our baby, I know na magagalit siya sa akin. I know that it was an unforgivable sin kaya itinaboy niya ako. I deserve it but I just can't let her go that easily.
But then she and her fami
