Kabanata 16 Longing for him wasn't good for me, every night I cried because I miss his scent, every morning I didn't take my breakfast because I want his cook. Alam kong sobrang nagtyatyaga si mama sa akin kaya yung pasensya niya kailangan ko ngayon. This will not happen if they just let me be with the man I'm longing. Wala sanang umiiyak kada gabi dahil sa pagka-miss sa asawa niya, at maarte sa pagkain dahil sa hinahanap ang luto ng asawa niya. Para akong naputulan ng kamay sa pagkawalay sa asawa ko, kahit maligo hindi ko ma nagagawa because I want him. Wala yatang oras na hindi ko siya ginugusto, I want his body, his lip, his thighs that bouncing on me, his eyes, his nose, his neck, I want those to touch. Araw-araw kaming nag ve-video call ng asawa ko, araw araw ko man makita ang mukh

