The air in Rylan’s apartment felt still, almost thick with a tension I couldn't quite name. The only thing breaking the silence was the low, rhythmic hum of his old electric fan as we sat on a small floor mat. The blue glow from the laptop screen washed over our faces, making the room feel like a small, isolated island in the middle of a dark ocean.
"Sigurado ka ba talaga rito?" Rylan whispered. His eyes, usually dancing with mischief, were now filled with a heavy sort of concern. "You don't have to talk to him, Yllana. We can find another way."
I looked down at my phone. It was resting on the wooden coffee table like a dormant bomb. "Kailangan niyang isipin na panalo na siya, Rylan. If he thinks I’m finally broken, he’ll stop looking over his shoulder. He’ll get careless."
"It’s a dangerous game. Directors don't like it when the actors go off-script," he muttered. He reached out, his hand hovering over mine for a second before he gently nudged my shoulder with his. "Pero sige, kung dyan ka masaya. I'm the best supporting actor anyway, 'di ba?"
I felt a small smile tug at my lips despite the nerves. "Supporting actor? More like the stuntman."
"Ouch. Hard pass sa stunts, Boss. Hanggang back-up dancer lang ako," he grinned, but the playfulness didn't quite reach his eyes as he started setting up the recording software.
Eksaktong 9:00 PM, the phone vibrated. Luca. I took a deep breath, closing my eyes to bury the rage. When I opened them, I was no longer Yllana the heiress; I was the "Broken Daughter." I swiped 'Accept' and put it on speaker.
The call was grueling. Every "sweetheart" from Luca made my skin crawl, and every lie I told felt like a stain on my soul. But I did it. I played the part. When the line finally went dead, the silence that followed was suffocating. I felt like I needed to scrub my skin just to get the sound of his voice off me.
"Yllana..." Rylan’s voice was soft. He didn't say anything at first, he just reached over and took the phone from my shaking hand, placing it far away on the floor. "I hated it," I whispered, my voice finally cracking. "I felt so... dirty."
"Hey, look at me," Rylan said, moving closer until our knees were touching. He didn't give me his usual jokey response. Instead, he reached out and tucked a stray strand of hair behind my ear. His fingers were warm, a sharp contrast to the cold dread I felt. "That wasn't you. That was just a performance, okay? Don't let him live in your head even for a second." I nodded, leaning into his touch without thinking. For a moment, we just sat there. The "Ice Queen" facade had completely melted, leaving only a tired girl who just wanted everything to end.
"Wait, wait," Rylan suddenly stood up, breaking the heavy atmosphere. "Kailangan natin ng emergency intervention."
"Emergency intervention?" I asked, confused.
He disappeared into his tiny kitchen area and came back with a bag of... chichirya and two juice boxes. "Nutrition of champions. Pampa-alis ng bad vibes." He sat back down and struggled to poke the straw into his juice box, accidentally squirted a bit on his shirt. "Ay, anak ng, kita mo? Masyadong high-tech 'tong juice na 'to, ayaw magpa-open." I couldn't help it. I let out a genuine laugh, the first one in days. "God, Rylan. You're such a mess."
"At least tumawa ka na," he said, looking at me with a soft, lopsided grin that made my heart do a weird little flip. "Mission accomplished." He handed me a juice box, making sure the straw was already in. As our fingers brushed, he didn't pull away immediately. He lingered, his thumb brushing the back of my hand in a slow, comforting circle.
"Seryoso, Yllana," he said, his voice dropping an octave. "Hinding-hindi kita pababayaan. Director man siya, wala siyang laban sa script nating dalawa."
"Pero it worked," Rylan eventually said, turning the laptop toward me as the mood shifted back to the mission. "Look. Dahil tumagal ang call niyo at kampante siyang panalo na siya, I managed to bypass his initial firewall." I leaned in, our shoulders pressed together. I could smell the faint scent of his laundry detergent, it was comforting, grounded, and so unlike the heavy colognes of the men in my world.
"Project Phoenix?" I read aloud, my eyes scanning the screen.
"I'm downloading the encrypted files now," Rylan muttered, his jaw set. "It’s going to take time, Yllana. 1%. 2%. Glacial pace, parang 'yung grades ko nung midterm."
"Rylan," I said, looking at him.
"Hmm?"
"Thank you. For being the only thing that's real right now."
He looked at me, and for a split second, I thought he was going to kiss me. But he just smiled, that playful spark returning to his eyes as he nudged me again. "Sus. Save the drama for the finale, Your Highness. For now, kainin mo na 'tong chips. Treat ko 'yan."
We sat there in the dim light, sharing a bag of cheap snacks as the progress bar moved slowly. I was still waiting in the dark, but for the first time, the dark didn't feel so lonely.